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i sometimes post things. 99.9% of the pictures that i post are mine but if a pic isn't mine i'll disclose it!

[anotheraltkid]

about me!

— i'm aleks, my blog is mostly for photography, music and art, but also other random shit i like

— i'm a minor (barely but still am!), so 25+ please dni

— all of the photos i post are my own and i own them unless i specifically say they are from somewhere else

— i'm queer and genderfluid so i'll occasionally post lgbtq+ related things, i'm also punk/goth/generally alternative so i might reblog or post political stuff

— i love poetry and dark academia but also grunge and punk so it's a little bit of everything here :)

my dni: racists, homophobes, transphobes, TERFs, radfems, nsfw blogs (i do not want p0rn on my timeline, thank you), MAPs, ddlg, age regression fetishists, fuckin tiktok mental illness self-diagnosers, anyone 14- or 25+ cuz it makes me uncomfortable, tcc (true crime AND teacher crush) blogs

my please interact: art (photography, music, literature, etc.) blogs, video essay enthusiasts, strange æons watchers, los campesinos! or crywank fans, commentary channel lovers, surreal meme enjoyers

— that's all, thanks for reading! ^♡^

[thin-the-stars]

⚠️ Attention!!!

I found something out and I have to share.

So I saw this thing a girl I watch on YouTube shared. Her therapist taught it to her to see if and how bad someone has weight-based body dysmorphia.

I thought I wasn’t allowed to deal with that because I’m already fat.

I was so wrong dude. Because I just did it.

And I add an average of 8.25 inches to every part of my body. Like I’m staring at everything sitting on my floor majorly freaked out.

So what you do is you take string. You lay it on a table/the floor and form it into a circle, then stand in front of a mirror. Adjust, and cut it off at the point where you think it would measure around that body part. Then, use that string to actually measure around said body part and staple/tie it at that measurement. The remaining string is how many inches your body adds in your head.

I was terrified by what I saw.

This could be a very useful tool to show how our brains morph our perceptions of our bodies sometimes with these disorders.

[anotheraltkid]

i saw jaiden animations mention this in her video on her ed, but yours looks much worse

[anotheraltkid]

I MEANT WORSE AS IN MENTAL HEALTH WORSE OH MY GOD WHY DID I POST ANYTHING ON THE INTERNET WHILE I WAS STILL LEARNING ENGLISH

[anotheraltkid]

these are the happiest days of our lives (photos from some of my happiest days this autumn)

[anotheraltkid]

night appreciation post

[anotheraltkid]

wake up my 0 followers, i'm back and changing everything about my page

[squirtle]

favorite musicians >> LOS CAMPESINOS!

[awishbonehangs]

That’s why they call me the avocado baby

[hellaghosts]

we are two ships that pass in the night— you and i, we are nothing like.

romance is boring  — los campesinos!

[evilsufjanstevens]

Gareth Campesinos! Shouting “and a room full of vacunm and a room full of air look the same” can be something so personal

[lynxspots]

you wrote a letter to God, just in case, you said - “I’m nothing if I’m not a pragmatist”

saw a facebook memory the other day that emotionally wrecked me and I’ve been listening to LC! as much as usual but this time with even more feeling

[puppymother]

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In a note I wrote: “I think too much about the end, but being around it made me feel like I’m coping. Now when I view the cemetery I don’t see headstones, I see rows of engraved milk teeth, hungry, waiting for me” And though I am fearful, I think I just crave the relief

[metaphortunes]

Gareth Campesinos!, everyone.

[incrediblysincere]

gareth campesinos: we fucked in a cemetery now theres birds on my dick… aughaughfuhg *football reference*

me: this is the greatest song of all time

[noellesawatzky]

testing out a watercolour tattoo type style on a design i did in sharpie a while ago, with exsessive straw blown splatters, im not 100% sure if I’m happy with it i still think i can make improvements

[thominyourside]

They say if they had got the victory They’d act with so much more humility They say if they had got the victory Well, I guess we’ll never know Am I a piggy bank of obsolete currency? An order of merit from country known for tyranny? Another blister pack pops, but I still feel much the same Thirty-one, and depression is a young man’s game

[losarthistory]

I’m hung empty: all night, all afternoon

The Age Of Innocence, Sir Joshua Reynolds / Hung Empty, Los Campesinos!

[audubonbirdclock]

finally got the los campesinos! tattoo i’ve been dreaming abt since i was 12 :^)