Mar 14, 2022
I crave you in this bed at 11:30pm when I know I shouldn’t be,
I long for you when I know that you don’t long for me,
My heart still trying to erase the last five years ,
But nothing can really ease the pain but distractions,
Distractions of work, school, distracting myself with alcohol and going out with friends,
All that stuff eases the pain…
But my thoughts are still left,, driving me insane..
See the pain only eases for a little while until I’m left laying alone
The mornings, I wake up wondering if you will change your mind, and work on life with me,
But it’s just a dream, in this hard reality..
