#polishguy

[whynotthong]

[der-gorgonaut]

// the polisher //

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by Georg Nickolaus

[0nudnychzyc]

Jak masz obite kolana i trochę na wargach krwi

Blada i trochę zadbana i wolisz gdy pada, i nawet jak trochę grzmi

Ci nie przeszkadza jak trochę przesadzam i jestem nad wyraz zły

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[mrslyiia]

[sadanddepression]

" Terapeuta: Jesteś na dobrej drodze do zdrowia, zobaczysz wyjdziesz z tego.

* moje myśli: Pan nie wie wszystkiego, raczej się nie dowie *"

[opiekunzagubionych]

Wrócić do dziecinnych bezstroskich dni...

[rialivinglife]

Oh lord

Well here are some updates about my current life:

Living at my parents house again, even though I swore never to return again🙄 it is not that bad tbh but it is just... I mean I am freaking 25 y.o. and it is time to stand on my own feet. I really hate to depend someone else... At least we are getting along so far and I watch Shameless together with my stepdad lol

I have lost my part time job at the clothing store. They didn't extend my contract... On the one hand it sucks because I have less money now (I got a pretty nice payment there), but on the other hand I am not too sad about it. I hated it there anyways.

I am flying to Berlin in 18 days to see my beloved friends after more than half a year♡ and I will visit my stepbrother this time as well. We got quite along last time he visited us and told me to visit him, so we could go to bars together and hang out. I am really looking forward to that! Also D-86 I will fly to Poland and visit polish guy. Man it has been 3 years then until the last time we saw each other. It was really about time to see him again. It's gonna be a blast with him and I can't wait to visit him and for him to show me around.

I have met 3 guys through a university students app here in Germany. The first date with one of the guys was terrible. He talked way too much and would never let me finish what I was about to tell. The next man... Well where should I start? He is pretty amazing. We had a date last Wednesday and went to an Italian restaurant. He was such a gentleman and so interesting to talk to. We had a nice evening together and he even walked me home that evening, which I thought was pretty cute and unexpected. We texted a bit after and well.. this Saturday I went out with a friend and we messaged and I was pretty drunk, he was pretty drunk. I told him I would have loved to go out with him and dance with him... But this didn't happen. I went home and he came to my parents house and we made out in my room and stayed up until 5am Oops. Well that escalated quickly, I know, but just wanted to see him and damn his body is just perfect, he smells good and he can kiss damn good too. At least nothing more than making out happened. My beloved friend told me not to over think it and I guess she is right, but I just feel like a stupid teenager, every time I think about him and smile instantly as soon as I see that he's messaged me.. The third guy is on vacation right now and can't really message but I don't really know, whether I still want to see him or not. Well the time will show.

So far my life is actually pretty nice. I feel so much happier after this poisoning relationship and I have so many good things to look forward to ☺

[whiteisproud]