I had told myself he didn't matter,
"Look at this gorgeous god of a man",
And in that moment my heart broke,
And a few months later he would break yours,
And I would wish I could break his face.
It would be several months before the two of us recovered,
I knew the years of you being "bicurious" were over,
That the nights I stayed up with you,
Taking every compliment you gave me to heart,
Desperately searching your eyes for the sign that you saw a future with me,
Thinking I saw a spark in your chocolate irises,
Were delusions and meant nothing.
TWO girls who love and care for me.
One is the moon and I am the sea,
Our bodies move together flawlessly,
As there is a connection between us that is unbreakable.
The other is the sun and I bask in her warmth that brings me to life,
Reminding me that love is infinite,
And when the two embrace in an eclipse my heart wells up in happiness.
You are the stars I will never reach,
Settling instead for the meteors and astroids that come your way and fall into your orbit,
And occasionally I'll look past my loves and remember how close we used to be,
