#pondelistic

[ophliea]

i was bored with tumblr and then i read your stuff and suddenly i'm inspired. you're a powerhouse, darling. an absolute gift for us all.

ana did you know i love you so dearly and cherish you so much

[rwillams]

"Hello, husband!", she calls from the home's entrance whilst fumbling with the keys trying to shut the door. "I brought the good stuff-- and by good stuff I mean tai food annnnnd brownies."

     ‘    hello ,      wife    !    ’         rory   calls   back   from   the   kitchen ,      scrubs   still   on   and   a   damp   cloth   slapped   over   his   shoulder .         at    the   news    he   does   a   silent   cheer   to    himself      (    just    what    he   wants   to   hear    after   a   long   day    at   work     ),      fist    pumps   and   draws   to   his   chest,      a   mouthed    ‘amazing’    to   the   cat   sitting   on   the   fence   outside  .         ‘    i’ve  .   .   .   also   got   a    surprise   ,    ’         he    continues,     momentarily   thankful   that   she   didn’t   witness   him   acting   like   a   complete   dork .         did   he   really   just   talk   to   the   neighbours   cat      ?            ‘     kitchen   tidy,     surfaces   wiped ,     as   promised .      all    ready   for   the   feast   to   begin .       it’s   like   we   coordinated   this   or   something .    ’

[moonwrought]

eleven: amy why did u hav 4 therapists amy:  In case you haven’t noticed, I’m weird. I’m a weirdo. I don’t fit in. And I don’t want to fit in. Have you ever seen me without this stupid hat on? That’s weird.

[sclfmastery]

i know !!!

//LMAO you are @petrichormemory‘s Amy-friend, yes yes? :D 

[rwillams]

"Who would've thought we'd end up like this? Hating each other?" Of course, she's hoping in the deepest chamber of her heart, past the reach of her fear's greedy fingers, that he will say the words that put everything back together. That undoes the damage of her flawed words, of her inability to conceive a love that's worthy of him. To tell him the heartbreaking truth about her body that simply won't give him what he wants. But, alas, he won't. And she is stuck in the wake of her own doing.

         jaw   clenches,    mind   reels .      disbelief   paints   his   features ,      furrowing   brows   over   a   pair   of   eyes   that   brims   with   pain .      he   looks    angry   for   a   moment ,     he   paces ,    runs   his   fingers   through   his   face   and   hair,    wiping   away   the   visible   rage   and   revealing   the   exhaustion   beneath   it .       ‘    how   could   you   say   that ,   ’      he   mutters ,     looking   her   in   the   eye   despite   how   much   it   hurt   to   do   so .         ‘    i   always   loved   you .      always.      i    never   gave   up    on   you ,    ’         his    voice   is   raised   now,      but    the   conviction   is   betrayed   by   the   way   it   audibly   shakes .         ‘    don’t   you   ever   think   that   there   was   ever   even   a   moment   where    i   hated   you .    ’

[rwillams]

❝ why don’t you just stay the night ? ❞ ( real. flashback. hours!!!!! )

      the   sentence   triggers   his   stomach   to   wriggle .       little   rory   with   his   little   crush ,     unsure   of   how   to   approach   the   thoughts   running   through   his   mind .       so    he   stumbles ,    both   physically   and   verbally ,     with   a   splutter   and   a   look   bordering   on   fear      -     wide   eyes ,      gaze   darting   from   the   door   and    her   face .       his    lips   part    slightly ,     hoping,      begging,      that   it   would    inspire   something   coherent   to   appear    from    them .       ‘     uhhhhhhh ,      because    .    .    .     dad    is    .   .   .    dad    is    expecting   me   home ,   ’       he   begins    not    so   convincingly ,     the   pitch   lifting    at    the   end   making    his   sentence   sound   more    like   a    question   than    the    assertive    truth .        ‘       and    .   .   .    yeah .       you    know    how    he    is .      with   his    curfews    and    stuff .       so     uh ,      probably    best    i    go .    ’

[properlydeath]

Icb u tagged aphrodite as the first love I'm entirely too shook for words rn #BringBackKillerBeauty

bringing that ship isn’t up to me though,  is it ?   huh,  COWARD ?!

[petrichormemory]

pondelistic commented on pondelistic's post “that said, amy has a funny relationship with her family. their actual...”

@petrichormemory Amy's most important families were always the result of her choice if you think abt it. Rory, Melody, The Doctor. She calls to them when in trouble because it's them she can rely on, it's them she trusts. Not only to not judge her but to not dismiss her entirely, Amy relies heavily on the relationships she chooses to keep because those are less burdened by those fears of being rejected — Amy doesnt stick around if she feels she's unwanted, a choice you get to make in those cases that’s not so easy in a family setting.

I think that’s exactly the point, too. There’s a level of rejection that Amy’s faced, within her birth family and society in a way, that makes her not want to trust anyone. It’s that armour she wears of bravery and attitude that keeps others from getting close enough to hurt her. So the ones she lets in are even more special.