New Year
It’s the last day of 2015. It’s not the last shit year I’m ever gonna have and 2016 might get worse, but it could also get better. I’ve made it out alive, and that has made this entire year of the highest highs and the lowest lows, worth every fight, tear,break down and negative thought. Without it I would never have learnt to forget fake friends, sew my heart back together and smile while I pick up the pieces that I call my life. I would not have become as comfortable in my own skin (the only skin I’ll ever have), never learned it’s okay to ask for help and never opened myself up to the people I love. Although 2015 did not bring hover boards, a good Fantastic Four movie and I know more about Kylie Jenner’s life than my degree, it did bring hope and I hope that whoever is reading this (if anyone even reads my trash thoughts) also gained hope. Maybe it’s the hope to become a better or new person, perhaps it’s just the hope to improve in college or get a job, maybe to fix old mistakes or simply to see another day and by that extension, another year. I hope you achieve your resolutions and get what you’re hoping for.
My new year’s resolution is to try and give others the hope they’ll never know they gave me. Happy New Year guys, I hope 2016 is all you need it to be and more. <3