Hello, everyone! I hope your holidays have been amazing so far! There are now over 10k of you lovely people; I can't believe how quickly this blog has grown. Thank you, sincerely, to every one of you. I appreciate every like and reblog. I feel like I say that in every "Interlude" post, but it's true. Due to both medical issues that I've touched on in the past and some recent personal issues, I'll be taking a brief hiatus for some much needed self-care. I shouldn't be gone long, but I need some time away from the internet, at least for a bit. No worries, though! Self-care at this moment just means some time to myself to watch some feel-good, old-school anime and play some games (*ahem* Overwatch *ahem*) I've been neglecting between work and dealing with my emotional bullshit. I also need some time away from all of... Well, this, to be able to reflect and think over things rationally. I know that I'm not making any progress in this whole endeavor, and I need to figure out if the topics and themes I write about in this blog are helping or hindering me. Yes, I miss him, and a part of me always will. But I'm looking 30 in the face, and I need to decide what's best for me. Whether that means letting go entirely and moving on or finding some kind of peace and contentment being alone, I'm not sure yet. But I don't think I'll find the answers on here right now. I'll be back, probably within the week. But I'm not sure the direction this blog will take when I am. I've been contemplating either making this a private, password-protected blog and linking it to him with an apology, deleting it entirely, or shifting the focus on to other, related topics that aren't so personally connected to me or him. Or continuing as I have. If any of you have any ideas or opinions about this, don't hesitate to send me an ask. While I won't be actively posting or checking my dash, I'll still be reading my askbox. I hope all of you have a great weekend and an amazing New Year's Eve! I'll see you all next year! -withinliminalspaces