Lol people perceive me as the least shy person ever bc im really fuckin impulsive and I talk a lot and shit but actually I'm never real with anybody I'm hidden behind like a thousand walls of neurotypical cool masks I'm just constantly completely detached because if I'm not I swear to god I would spend the majority of my social interactions asking "do hate me do you still like me are you mad at me love me please love me love me love don't hate me I'm so sorry I'm so embarrassed I'm sorry"



















