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"I don't want these...?"
Masterfully (un)Planned
since my injury, i struggle with planning. doesn’t that sound ridiculous? how do you lose the ability to plan.
humans (brains) are complex. we all plan our lives in our own ways. some of us plan obsessively, some of us might not plan at all. planning was always something i did...
to reach my financial goals, to map my life design, to be successful at work, to meet my nutritional/health needs, to get me through the week.
without a plan i feel lost.
what are the obstacles I face when planning?
CONFUSING days of the week, sometimes what month it is
FORGETTING what i am doing mid-thought, and it not coming back
not understanding my NEEDS hour to hour, day to day
needing RIGIDITY in my routine
memory RECALL is poor
what i do to help myself:
get plenty of SLEEP
keep a wicked PLANNER close by all the time
come up with a WEEKLY plan every Sunday
spend time everyday to review YESTERDAY, TODAY and TOMORROW
try to be CONSISTENT in my routine
to be honest, i still have TROUBLE with MEDIUM and LONG term planning. so my methods aren't the end all, be all. before my injury, planners were not my thing.some weeks my planner feels like a crutch, a lifeline. i tried going with out once and felt absolutely lost.... then the ANXIETY would set in.
it has taken me awhile to readjust. once i was able to let go of the old way i used to plan, i could embrace the new ways i tackle my crazy world.
<3
I hate you.
I hate the way you make my head pound.
I hate the way i’m bound
to you and give in to your pain.
I hate the way you have pulled sanity from brain,
and I can’t think straight anymore.
you’ve poured yourself into every open wound I had forgotten about,
the things I love so dearly- you strip me from them.
and suddenly it stings again.
suddenly I hate going out.
I hate hearing people shout
in happiness.
the books I loved are all an unread mess
on my desk.
it’s times like these I think the rest
of my life will revolve around you—
so leave me alone.
i wish I would have just broken a bone//
i would have been healed by now.
—A letter to my concussion
{mo}
there is (6980 words) by anincompletelist Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov, David Hollander/Yuna Hollander Characters: Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov, Yuna Hollander, David Hollander, Hayden Pike Series: Part 3 of hr canon divergence Summary:
Both of them are there the next time Shane wakes up about an hour later, and this time he opens his eyes, rasps Mom?
The room fills quickly, a flurry of nurses coming to check vitals and adjust his IV, the doctor stepping in to conduct all of the mandatory concussion protocol. Shane grunts and groans every time he has to move his sore body but otherwise complies as he always does, sitting through the basic questions and the light shining in his eyes. He’s up just long enough to finish those and to get something in him to eat, and just after Yuna and David both manage to sneak in tearful, relieved hugs, he’s slipping back into sleep once again.
Normal, they keep saying. This is all perfectly normal.
But there’s something, Yuna thinks—something here that she’s missing.
Causes | Symptoms | Treatment Statistics show that most Americans who suffer a concussion experience a full recovery within a few weeks. Some victims of head injury, however, continue to have symptoms far beyond the initial injury. Typically, when the symptoms of a concussion last longer than 30 da
I’ve been discharged from a rehab doctor for PCS as I’m back to my normal duties at work, today I was discharged from the TBI clinic that was following me, and my family doctor relocated after the new year. Currently, I feel alone. I am not 100%, yet I am alone. Every doctor I’ve spoken to has been amazing but they know, and I know, that there is no cure for PCS. Time heals all, but how much time? No one knows. I couldn’t get an answer from anyone. I mentioned activities that I previously enjoyed such as skiing, social drinking with friends, roller coasters, etc. and I was told “I wouldn’t do any of those until you’re completely asymptomatic, but even then those activities could trigger symptom onset.” I suffered two concussions last year. Feb 2020 I was in a car accident but after recovery I felt 100%. In July 2020 I hit my head at work. I didn’t think it would trigger another concussion but it did, so it was diagnosed later rather than sooner. I’m 24. In a way I am very grateful to be where I am today. I’ve learned some people, especially nurses, are unable to go back to their ‘normal’ after suffering a TBI. I have, but I am suffering. The pros and the cons, the list is extensive. I don’t wish a TBI on anyone. I just want to feel normal again.
Nerve block injection #2 is done and in the books!
someone said they basically had to learn how to be friends with me again bc I have a new personality & they didn’t really feel like they knew me after my concussion (which was eleven fucking months ago)