23. “Just tell why you did it!” “Because I’m in love with you, okay!” (I’m thinking there’s a “me” that just happened to be missing in the first line of this dialogue so I just added it in.) Hope you enjoy this, Shelb! It’s not gonna be a huge mystery which direction I go with this one. 😆
Crap Telly and Confessions
“Just tell me why you did it!”
“Because I’m in love with you, ok?!”
As Sherlock picked up another ginger nut and took a bite, the man and woman on the television screen were suddenly wrapped around each other, snogging almost violently as the rain poured down all around them.
His head reared back a bit as he chewed, glancing down at Toby who sat next to him where he reclined on the sofa. “Seems a bit cold and uncomfortable, wouldn’t you say? I imagine you wouldn’t want to woo the love of your life in the pouring rain.”
The tabby cat chirped out a little meow in response, mostly only paying attention to the biscuits being eaten and clearly considering whether or not this was something worthy of his begging.
“Speaking of, though,” Sherlock added, leaning down closer. “You don’t think that would appeal to your mummy, do you?”
He was met with only a blank stare.
Sherlock shrugged and continued eating. “I won’t rule it out. I’m keeping every option open at the moment.”
The credits began rolling on the telly as the couple continued kissing, thoroughly enjoying their unrealistically dramatic happy ending.
“I suppose I should have just told her right away,” he admitted aloud, enjoying how attentive this cat was to him. It beat that balloon on John’s chair.
And sometimes even John himself.
“But seeing as I didn’t exactly confess the reality of my feelings when we cleared the air after Sherrinford, now I’m left to decide on the perfect time and place for the truth to come out. Perhaps I should be glad for the benefit of planning, but it is a bit more pressure than I would have anticipated.” He laughed to himself. “It almost makes me wish she would just yell at me like that, and I could yell back my confession. It would be a relief to simply rip the bandaid off, so to speak. But your mummy has put up with enough madness from me for many years, so it only seems fair that this time my confession has a bit more thought put into it.”
Sherlock whirled around, choking on his bite of biscuit and nearly falling off the sofa as Toby bolted in shock.
“Molly you- you're home!” He stood, brushing the crumbs off himself and continuing to clear his throat. “I uh, thought you were working late.”
“I was but someone covered for me because I had a headache,” she replied, slowly circling around the sofa to where he stood.
“Perhaps you need some tea?” Sherlock asked, eager to deflect from what she’d walked in on. “I’d be very happy to-“
“No, no, never mind that.” Her eyes narrowed. “What’s this you were going on about?”
Sherlock sighed deeply. “Molly, this really isn’t how I wanted to have this conversation. I’ve been watching crap telly while eating your biscuits and getting crumbs on your sofa, and now you’ve got a headache. If you’d give me a bit of time, I’m sure I can come up with a much nicer-“
But his words were halted as Molly grabbed the lapels of his dressing gown, eyes boring into his.
“Sherlock, just rip the bloody bandaid off!” Molly yelled, nearly making him jump.
“Alright!” he yelled back, instinctively mimicking her decibel level. “I love you! I’m in love with you! Happy now?!”
Her little lips started to quiver but also quickly lifted at the corners. “Deliriously,” she replied, before lifting to her toes and crashing her lips into his. The kiss he’d previously considered unrealistic on screen, seemed tame in comparison to what Molly Hooper was currently doing to his mouth.
Her arms snaked around the back of his neck, and he could do little else but hold tight to her as he collapsed back onto the sofa with Molly on top of him. It was another minute or so before Molly finally broke the kiss. Reluctantly so, if he was correctly reading the little tug she gave his bottom lip as she let go.
“I’m- I’m sorry it wasn’t all a bit more…special,” Sherlock gasped, finding words a touch more difficult than normal. “You deserve more.”
Molly nodded, catching her breath as well as she cradled his face in her palms. “I do,” she agreed simply, and for a moment Sherlock stilled nervously.
“I’ve deserved more for a long time, Sherlock Holmes,” she added, a gleam in her eyes as she leaned in and kissed him soundly again. “And now I’ve finally got it.”
He reached hungrily for her again, and as she melted into him, Sherlock wondered why he’d become so caught up in the confession at all. Maybe it wasn’t in the pouring rain, or over a candlelit dinner, or watching the sunset together, but that was ok. The truth of the words was ultimately much more important than the fancy presentation.
Perhaps there was something positive about his crap telly habit after all.