Rant-time.. So, I've missed my dorm mates really hard during the weekend because getting to know new people were really exhausting and scary and they are all like my precious, second family. But now that I'm finally gone it's so.. Anti-climatic... As always. They either seen rather disinterested or directly judgmental about the fact that I enjoy geeky things... Which is really hurtful. I have felt so good, like belonging at this place but now it feels like.. Not entirely. I know, I'll never really find someone who understands me completely, I guess no one ever does, it's just.. Makes me sad to realize that I still haven't found it, despite the fact that I thought I did.... Rant over. We'll be watching a movie now and things will get better <3