MY FUCKING ALLERGY PARANOIA IS BACK HELP.
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MY FUCKING ALLERGY PARANOIA IS BACK HELP.
Sometimes my brain being the way it is makes me feel like a stray/shelter dog or like a dog with separation anxiety
So convinced everyone is gonna Find Out ™ that I'm bad or they hate me or I'm evil
It's exhausting constantly second guessing and evaluating how quickly I think people will leave me
on another note i think i may have ocd because I'd been kinda ruminating since yesterday about
did i actually fill out my ballot right?
did me thinking/doing x thing make the outcome bad?
if I had shown up at the voting place earlier the outcome wouldve been different
me looking at the live results made the outcome bad
and ya know? apparently those are not normal thoughts to be cycling through for hours/days