Spent all vacation worrying that the people I’d meet wouldn’t like me. They liked me 😭. Could’ve enjoyed my croissant in peace
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Spent all vacation worrying that the people I’d meet wouldn’t like me. They liked me 😭. Could’ve enjoyed my croissant in peace
rejection sensitivity is so fucking lame. like boo hoo look at me i felt mildly ignored for 30 seconds and already started planning my own funeral liKE BITCH CHILL it was never that serious
shoutout to neurodivergent people who get ignored. who get left on read, left on seen, left on delivered. who get spoken over and left out of the conversation. whose questions go unanswered, comments go unacknowledged, interests go unappreciated. i see you. i love you. i hope you're having a good day.
Rsd or general anxiety sucks because you forget you have it and something Mildly happens or you think something happens and it's like Oh Ok sorry I'm just gonna go to the exploding room now haha. Nice seeing ya.
The thing about me is, I’m so rejection sensitive, at least where friendship is concerned, that I have learned to completely ignore the part of my brain that tells me that someone is mad at me or hates me and wants rid of me, essentially granting myself cockroach levels of resilience to passive-aggressive social rejection and ghosting. So yes, I will be That Person. I have absolutely no shame and I will send you 32 things that made me think of you even if you haven’t replied, I will persist in asking you to hang out. Like I choose to believe that everyone is just busy or forgetful or has their own shit going on, it’s the only way I can be a functional human being. So if you want to get rid of me that’s completely fine, but I will take none hints and I’m going to need you to Set Some Clear Boundaries, Ma’am.
Rejection sensitivity leaves me feeling like a little girl again with a lump in my throat and an ache in my chest
when i feel slightly ignored and suddenly become absolutely incapacitated until i get their attention again: