#potentially bpd

[the-ultimate-musician]

Wondering if I have bpd ( ͒ ́ඉ .̫ ඉ ̀ ͒)

[the-ultimate-musician]

I feel like

He was MY favorite person

Because I can't really let go of him

I hate him but I'm helplessly needy for him I NEED his affection I need him to appreciate me I need him to look at me but I despise him I want him dead

[galeancunin]

maybe i need to start accepting that no matter how much i work on myself and my mindset, in the depths of my being i will forever feel like this, it will forever become bad again after being better for a while and it will always start over again, because i can't just isolate myself completely from other people to avoid getting back at this point.

i want to claw out of this skin and this brain, but i just need to accept that this is who i will forever be, that this is what i will be dealing with for the rest of my life.

[error-rambles]

[therivernix]

Any diagnosed bpd people wanna send me a message cause I have questions and inquiries