Lips are still white but that TTT was pure hell. The moment the tilted me up i started crying over how dizzy I was, how nauseous I was, and how I wanted to pass out. I cried for the entire 40 minutes but I made it, and I have a definitive diagnoses of POTS. I had the two nicest nurses helping me, talking to me but also hoping I would pass out. But I didn't. But it's so nice to know I have answers. #pots #potsie #potsiestrong #potsiegirl #dysautonomia #dysautonomiaawarenessmonth #butyoudontlooksick #chronicillness #type1diabetes #invisibleillness #hospitals #naptime #tilttabletest #chronicallyfabulous (at Thomas Jefferson Hospital Gibbons Building)