I have seemingly disappeared from this community, but I can assure you, my head is still around! As many of you may remember, I went through a breakup with my boyfriend - also my daddy. This forced a huge change in my mental state, and led to a LOT of reading and learning about Stoicism. As good and needed as this mental state and learning were, it also made me feel very separated from the 'need' to be little. This was a very sad realization, and I tried to find ways to understand a balance, but I'm not quite sure if I can. I have played with the idea that now I may be better suited as a mommy, this could then still have me actively participate in this headspace and form of love. But perhaps my little side will return when I feel safe and loved in a new relationship, I'm just not holding out hope for that, I am simply living. But what do you guys think, try out the mommy side?
