Little Pumpkin

You can call me Xia 🥰 DDLG & ABDL 🍼 || Personal content & little things that make me happy 🦋 || 18+ only, no minors 🔞.

[paddedpumpkin]

Its about that time, another diapee check please! (Psst if youre comfy, show the indicators so I can *actually* check your butt cx)

My butt feels a little heavier than usual 👀

[paddedpumpkin]

I wanna go play video games...do I need a change first?? 🧸

[paddedpumpkin]

@paddedpumpkin Wassup, how are you been doing? I was wondering when you are coming back?

I'm doing good! Very busy lately, but all good things 😊 I have some free time over the weekend so I'm using it to try and let go a little more. So we will see how it goes 🤭

[paddedpumpkin]

So nice to see you posting again!

Thank you 🥰 I can't guarantee it'll last, though. It's not quite the same without a daddy. Alcohol helps me unlock this side, but I don't want to become reliant on that. But I have missed my community, you guys help me feel less alone.

[paddedpumpkin]

I could be your diaper daddy

For me, a daddy isn't just when I'm diapered. It's a 24/7 loving relationship. He would see me in all my lights and shadows, he would take away my stress and feel supported by him. He would know all my little habits and encourage them. It's so much more. Regardless, I can't do long distance, I'd need him to be here.

[paddedpumpkin]

As spoken of, diaper check little one~! Gotta make sure you're not about to be a puddle princess again cx

She's freshly layered up tonight 🫢 not a drip in sight as of yet

[paddedpumpkin]

love your page. are you only into wetting?

Thank you 😊 No, I'm into quite a lot, but I've only just regained some courage tonight to venture back into baby land so this is a good starting point 🫣

[paddedpumpkin]

Age?

Lil baby...32 🧸

[paddedpumpkin]

When baby is left to her own devices she will find ways to occupy her baby mind 🫢

[paddedpumpkin]

Guys I already leaked 😭 I had no daddy to warn me of the consequences of freely being baby. Now I'm just leaving trails behind me proving this lil baby needs guidance 🥺

[paddedpumpkin]

I am waddling so much already 🫣

[paddedpumpkin]

Guess who's a little drunk and decided nows the right time to try being a lil baby again 🥹

Guys, it's been forever. I've not let abdl drift too far from my mind, but it's always been on the back burner. Having experienced such a loving and gentle daddy little girl relationship, to being single again, was really hard. It's like I've shut out such a massive part of my joy from my life. I've had to become the responsible adult and protect myself from more harm and keep the cutesie side at bay. I can't say this this side will be around consistently, but I've finally given myself the freedom tonight to delve back in. I miss being the little me that I know I am. I miss having someone dote around me and encourage me to let go. But I'm trying to do this for myself. 🧸

[paddedpumpkin]

@paddedpumpkin How have you been doing?

You caught me at a very good time! Super busy studying these days but Tumblr just called me to take a lil break ^.^ I've been gooooooooood, doing a lot of soul searching (maybe not right term, but a lot of learning), so I'm quite focused these days. Haven't really had any downtime in a long time though so I'm excited for summer break, maybe then I'll be able to attempt to let me little side out again

[paddedpumpkin]

I️ was narddogs-blog!

ohhhh of course I remember! Thanks for reaching out ^.^ I've yet to return here, but I glance at it every now and again with very nostalgic memories, still not quite ready to return to my little side, but she's still there I promise. Hope you are well

[paddedpumpkin]

I have seemingly disappeared from this community, but I can assure you, my head is still around! As many of you may remember, I went through a breakup with my boyfriend - also my daddy. This forced a huge change in my mental state, and led to a LOT of reading and learning about Stoicism. As good and needed as this mental state and learning were, it also made me feel very separated from the 'need' to be little. This was a very sad realization, and I tried to find ways to understand a balance, but I'm not quite sure if I can. I have played with the idea that now I may be better suited as a mommy, this could then still have me actively participate in this headspace and form of love. But perhaps my little side will return when I feel safe and loved in a new relationship, I'm just not holding out hope for that, I am simply living. But what do you guys think, try out the mommy side?

[paddedpumpkin]

Please do me a huge favor I’m looking for a serious in person relationship I’m nothing but loving and honest the only thing I’ve ever wanted in this life was a Abdl relationship (both of us wearing diapers ) I try and try to find such but all I’ve gotten are theifs that take all my money and leave me in tears for sick laughs I have a tbi traumatic brain injury I’m smart don’t get me wrong just i had a bad wreck back in schoool and since everyone has completely disappeared from any aspect in my life please I’m looking for a simple loving relationship I’m open to more ideas vary open minded do not message asking for money I don’t have a dime to my name

Hi 👋🏼

I have a lot to say about this, but I will warn you it may come across as harsh, but please read the words for what they are rather than letting emotions stray you from them.

Why exactly do you want a relationship? What do you think that will do for you?

At this point, I can see how in need you are of reassuring love, support, and care. But what happens if that person leaves? Will you spiral and lose all hope?

If you are going out of your way to search for absolutely any sort of woman to be your girlfriend, I can tell you right now it's not going to end well. You need to have standards, have a LONG list of things you want out of a person, not just "anybody". All of this longing and want for a person should be directed inwards. You absolutely need to work on your mental state and mindset before you get into any relationship. You need to know who you are and what your beliefs are. Once that happens people will be drawn to your energy, but in this case, I'm sorry to say, but it's not doing you any good. You need to be strong for yourself. YOU be the person who saves you.

If you've read this far, I have another question for you. What if you never find her? What if you end up alone forever? Think of those questions, seriously, ponder them and ask yourself. Hell, I might end up alone forever, but you know what, I'm at peace with that, because anything outside of my own actions and reactions are outside of my control, and I can't even tell you how peaceful and content my life has been since I've thought in that way. You need to be ok with being alone, otherwise you will welcome in the wrong person.

Good luck

[paddedpumpkin]

Spankies are only necessary if you take your diaper off

ohhhhhh I see! .....I definitely won't be taking my diapy off.....super definitely!....maybe 🤭hehe