Hello! I’ve launched my Patreon! 😲
Monster romance artist
Before you like the drawing and scroll further… please read this post to the end.
Creating my Patreon page has been one of the hardest things I’ve done in the past few months. Not because I lacked ideas. Not because I wasn’t trying. On the contrary — I’d been thinking about it for a long time. I tried. I kept telling myself, “I’ll do it tomorrow.” And then tomorrow again. And again. Yet every single time I pulled my hand back, as if stepping forward meant crossing some terrifying emotional line.
There was emotional pain involved. Real pain — the kind that tightens your throat and steals your courage. For a long time I couldn’t understand why something that brings me joy — drawing — could hurt so much when I try to take a step forward with it.
Then one day I was at work. A job I don’t like. A job I go to only because I “have to.” And suddenly I felt that same pain. That same pressure inside. And then something important hit me: if it hurts to do what I love, and it hurts to do what I hate… then why do I keep choosing the kind of pain that gives me nothing? Why is it so easy to sacrifice myself for things that drain me, and so hard to fight for the things that could actually heal me?
That was the moment I made a decision.
The pain will be there anyway. The fear will be there anyway. They won’t disappear just because I wait long enough. But I can choose a path that has meaning despite the fear — a path that is mine.
That’s why I created a Patreon.
I’m not expecting crowds, numbers, or spectacular success. I just want to try. I want to give myself a chance. I want to create — even if I’m afraid.
I’m sharing this because maybe someone reading this is in the same place right now. Torn between what they “must” do and what they truly want to do. And if that’s you — you’re less alone than you think.
If you decide to join me on this journey — I’ll be incredibly grateful. If you simply read this and understand — that also means a lot to me.
Thank you for giving me a moment of your attention. 😍❤️❤️❤️
Alright, now regarding the artworks!
I drew Amelia and Razhe again from one of my favorite fanfics by Predator Pew Pew.
Her story is incredibly immersive and I love drawing characters from her universe. In the second artwork I also drew Mas'hic, who comes from her fanfic. This young yautja has just had his Chive. Congratulations Mas'hic! As you can see, I’m constantly working on my style and execution to give you the best quality drawings possible :)
If you want to discover the fanfic I’m so obsessed with, take a look at this link.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/10048586/chapters/22385990