Pricefield Week Day 3 - I will always love you
"Chloe. Stop" - Max's voice was very silent. But Chloe was so coutious after all what just happened. "Ok" - she murmured in replay, tugged car to the side and stoped engine. Stream of tears was falling down brunet's face. Chloe tried to comfort her friend rubbing her arm with her own hand. She didn't find the appropriate words to say to calm Max down. She was so sad because all of this. But Max chose her. It was a gift she had not deserve. But she had to be strong for Max. Without doubts she had to. "How can I help you, honey" she asked don't even realising that she used so sweet nickname.
Max looked her staight into the eyes. "Listen to me. Don't tell anything, please".
"I... chose you... Against your own will... Against the whole world... 'Couse I..." - she sob for a while - "I am so selfish. I know I don't deserve your forgiveness... But, please, don't hate me too much..."
"Stop! Chloe. Listen to me and, please, don't say nothing."
Bluehaired just nodded. She was right now ready to obtain all Max's wishes. Even if she was anxious or affraid of everything around youngest girl.
"I know that I... I'm horrible person and I deserve nothing..." - Max sob for a while. Chloe hugged her, crying in silence. She wanted to tell that it is bullshit but she can't. Her throat was unable to make any sound.
"I don't deserve... you. You are good... nice for me... honest... brave... supporting... And.." - she put her head on Chles chest making her instantly wet from her tears.
"And before I leave you and go my way I want you to know..." - she catches a deep breath - "... that I am happy because you survived... And you can spend rest of your life living your own way. Maybe you will find someone good for you... Someone as incredible as Rachel was."
Chloe sobs heavily kissing top of Maxes head.
"Forgive me I couldn't help to rescue her... I couldn't bring her to you so you could be again with her... With the love of your life."
"Max" - taller girl tried to say something but she bursted into tears again.
"Chloe. I love you! I have a giant crush on you. But I failed you. And I am such an evil person. I am evil. Evil is in my veins. So I have to go. Alone. I will not destroy your life any more. I don't deserve your friendship... I don't deserve you".
Chloe turned her head and kissed her cheek. "You are my angel, Max." - her voice just recovered so she delicately caressed brunet's face with her hand - "You are my everything... My life... My world... My love. So stop talking shit"
Max wiped her eyes with her sleeve and looked in Chloe's eyes.
"Maxine Caufield. I was in love with you when I was thirteen. It didn't change. You were always in my heart even when I was with Rachel. And now my heart belongs completely to you, my Angel. I will not leave you alone. And no fucking chance I allow you to leave me."
Young photographer was shocked. She licked her pursued lips.
"You..." - she didn't know what to say nor how to ask about everything. Flooded by overhelming feelings just stared into her beloved eyes.
"Don't you dare to escape me - Chloe catched her hands tightly. - "I don't let you do it. If I have to... I will force you to marry me and... Oh... You stupid kid... I love you with all my heart... and my soul... and my body..."
Max cought her tightly. Without words. Small sparkle of hope ignites in her heart.
"So, whats now?" - she whispered.
"Now, honey..." - Chloe smiled herself lightly looking at her... friend?
"Now we will deal with all of this together. You and me. Or better say 'we both'."
Max lined her head to look at her... love.
"And... You don't... hate me?"
Chloe kissed her forehead with a sigh.
"Of course not, honey. You are my Sun during day and my Moon during night. You are all my breaths... And a blood in my veins... So don't you dare to escape. From now on... You are my girlfriend. Right?"
Bluenette smoothly comb younger girl's hairs with her fingers.
"Of course. And I am yours. Forever."
Max looked very sadly... And full of pain. But now kind of reliefs appears on her face.
Chloe didn't has the chance to think about her own relatives that probably died during this storm. Now she had to protect and care of her best friend... her girlfriend that made such a difficult choice and rescued her.
"I love you so much... And I always will... Till the end of our days". She felt that exact moment that they both can care for each other and find a little happiness in the sea of sorrow.
"Always... Chloe... My girlfriend..." - Max whispered -
"I don't deserve to be with such a good girl like you".
Older girl hit her gently in the arm with a little chuckle.
"Maxine Caufield. You are my girlfriend now and we can talk about everything, but please... Shut up... And never say this bullshit again. It is me who don't deserve you. You came back to Arkadia and rescued my life many times... And for all the time you show me nothing but your love and friendship... All fucking time. And I was the one who used you. I was still talking about Rachel and used you to help me find her. I was teasing you... And flirting with you, because I knew that i still have my feelings for you. But I wasn't good friend. Forgive me."
Maxes breath became lighter.
"You were always good friend, Chloe. Always. Supporting, protective and brave. And very attractive".
Chloe was curious how it was possible that brunette could think right now, after all of this what happened, about her attractiveness. She looked her girlfriend in the eyes. And then Max kissed her. Softly but passionately, grabbing her head in her hands. She felt butterflies in her stomach.
And then phothographer putted her head on Chloe's lap and slept for two or more hours. Her girlfriend just stretched her hair during this time with small and a little bit sad smile. Soon they both will have to plan the nearest future. And decide where should they drive now. But now they could hug each other, even if just for a moment.
