#princepinkvent

[princepinkart]

i am dying (/exaggerating)

who invented menstrual pain i need to sue them NOW

it happened to me while at work this morning.... and it hurt so bad.... i've been in pain FOR HOURS NOW I AM SO MAD

[princepinkart]

Today is a rough day at work

I explain more under the cut

Tw: car accident (I'm fine, I wasn't the one in the car accident)

I have a part-time job as a phone counsellor for an insurance company, and I specialise in car insurance.

My role is to answer the phone when people call to declare a car accident. Usually it's pretty small stuff, some scratches here and there or an impact on the wind shield.

But sometimes the calls get heavy. People crying, people hurt, sometimes worse. It's always hard to know what to say. How do you talk to a parent who's 14 years old child just got taken to the nereast hospital after a car crash?

Thankfully I don't have many calls like that, maybe two or three times per month.

... Except for today.

Today I just had five different calls of people being in heavy car crashes. And it's just so emotionally draining.

I wish all of these people the best, and I hope they get well soon.

Now I finish my shift in 2 hours, and I pray to god I won't be getting a sixth call like these.

[princepinkart]

recently i've been drawing a lot more on ms paint and not so much on photoshop.

while i very much do enjoy drawing on ms paint (i wouldn't be doing so otherwise), a part of me knows the reason why is because i've been having difficulties going back to photoshop.

i haven't really processed it yet. i think it's because i've been working so much on photoshop these last two years for my art school. now that i've dropped out, going back to photoshop. feels like going back to the mindset i had while in art school? which is a lot of stress and anxiety.

i get really overwhelmed having the empty photoshop canvas staring back at me.

the reason i dropped out of art school is because it lead me to a severe burn-out. i'm in the process of recovering from it.

i'm glad i am still able to draw, despite the burn-out. i'm trying to go at my own pace, and have fun drawing again.

anyway, expect more ms paint art!