Awkward Aarons awkward thing with packers
So ive have packers, what i consider great fake dicks, ive had packer/stp, and even one that will fucking stick to me with adhesive and has balls (I honestly prefer that one cuz it stays and it was fucking pricey)
but ive all but quit using them for a couple reasons.
The main one was mostly that since I started T and bottom growth happened, my dick-in-progress got too sensitive and the packer rubbing up on it while i tried to walk did not help.
Another being; since I had such bottom growth, that really helped with some bottom area dysphoria. I dont have more than an inch and a half but I am so proud of that!! 2 years and almost two inches! im easily impressed.
A reason (mostly sex wise) was when fooling around, if someone interacted with my packer it would make me feel super awkward cuz i couldnt feel it. I could be watching them stroke, suck, whatever they were doing, but all I would feel is my packer rub up on my junk and awkward (That being said I feel awkward in my entire life and even without the packer, and thats not on my partners at the time since im bad at setting/ making boundries known) and is probably a big reason ive yet to agree to use a dildo with someone, that and I just dont top (sorry for the tmi)
I still have both my packers, and im glad I bought them, this isnt a thing against or for them. They helped me out drastically with dysphoria in the begining (before i got my own mini dick) and I wish i was able to still wear them now without being weird about it.
Ive mostly been thinking about that I havent worn one in almost a year and it was enough thinking to post about I guess
