#pro sui

[still-unwanted]

Theres likea a special kind of silence that grows in people who’ve been hurt too long.

It’s the kind that presses against your throat

teaching you to swallow every reaction before it escapes.

You learn to read moods like weather patterns

to brace for storms that shouldn’t be yours to endure.

And after a while, you stop asking why.

You just shrink yourself down to whatever size keeps you safest

even if it means disappearing a little more each day.

[still-unwanted]

"Its gonna get better" is one of the biggest lies told by people who don't care or don't want to understand

[still-unwanted]

I wasnt raised to be loved.

I was raised to be useful.

Useful to adults who should have protected me

Useful to people who benefitted from my silence.

Useful to anyone who wanted a compliant, forgiving, self blaming girl

Its my fate, and i want to leave now

Id like to be ready now

[still-unwanted]

Your teeth would look sooo pretty on my necklace 🥰

[still-unwanted]

Softness is weakness

And they'll find you. The ones who will destroy your softness before the right people can cherish it.