Procrastinator. I'm so messed up.
Tumblr. Tumblr. God. Please help me. :(
First. I am so mixed up with my emotions about the rejected thesis topics that we presented. Our professor offered us the topic of the other group that we can use, which is, yes I think is defendable and searchable and can be of our passion. But as someone who has my own mind, I don't want to accept the offer. We can think of other topics instead of taking the idea of someone else's mind. I really don't want to sound prideful but thesis is one in a lifetime chance. Chance to search for something we all want. And yes, this is a burden for me. :( Am I too prideful? I just don't like the idea of us seen as those who didn't even thought harder on their own to get their new topic, and effortlessly took the idea of other's in an instant. Geez.
I will really think hard about the new topic. I really really don't want to buy it. </3
Second. Our professor at Product Planning surprised us in sending him immediately the written report for our province's situations, initiatives and challenges. We are expecting to send it to him once we're going to take the spotlight. We are the 6th and last group and we're being rushed like this! Huhu. So muchie stress.
Third. I don't know how to handle guys I personally don't know and does want to meet me or text me and such. I knew him back when I was working. I really want to try for something new but I'm afraid I am clueless about how to handle this type of courting. I don't feel anything about him, and I'm afraid that I may be just wasting all his efforts and money because I can't return anything to compensate. I really don't know. I'm useless now.
