Dec 1, 2015
Fall 2k15- Chi Class crossover
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Fall 2k15- Chi Class crossover
Congrats guys!
Attention Alpha Chi Sigma Brothers!
The Beta Phi chapter at SDSMT has SIXTEEN PLEDGES! We are about to triple in size from our standing 9 active members!
We are so fucking pumped! If you are one of the chapters coming out to help us with initiation, THANK YOU SO MUCH!
MA Maggi
to anyone who asks me "oh hey, how's APO going?" I sincerely apologize for the 10 minute speech on how it was the best decision of my life.
Honor/Business/Professional frats
Are they worth joining?
Changes
So, I'm currently in one of those I'm listening to David Bowie over and over again moods. I'm not sure what triggered it, but after some reflection I've found I've wasted far too much time already tonight...Why not continue down this desolate route of never ending stress and blog? Hopefully in the process of recording my thoughts, I will alleviate some of this insurmountable pressure.
You see, the most practical way to go about offsetting my life back into balance would to be stop wasting time.. But, I guess I never really was a creature of normality.. So here I am, writing away to an audience that I perhaps have never even met.. an audience of but a few listeners, if any at all. The mystery behind my readers makes it all that much more intriguing for me to write and to record. I never quite know who's exploring my life and my viewpoints through my own personal frames instead of a mere perception from the outside. I love the fact that I'll probably never know who reading through this post. In my eyes though, that is but one of the great beauties of blogging websites. Lurking potential and anonymity all provided with a single click of the mouse and a few strokes upon the keyboard.
Sorry for the random tangent, but back to my state of being. I have found myself at some intrinsically complicated set of crossroads and no map to guide me towards the right path. I have absolutely no idea what I am doing with my life and each day I feel like I'm wasting away by not making a decision. Don't get me wrong, I love my life, but at the same time sometimes I feel like I'm just a spectator as I watch my days pass. Not to mention, I have grown increasingly impatient with people I once truly cared about. I'm not sure if I've just matured passed peoples bullshit or I'm just adopting a more cynical and less optimistic perspective of people and society in general.
Ironically enough, the unpredictability of life scares me like no other, but at the same time is what keeps me waking up every morning ready to start my day. I like the idea that my life can be changed in an instant. My entire trajectory of what I know and consider to be life can be set off-course by any seemingly random event or occurrence. I guess right now I'm just waiting for something... somebody.. to in essence change my life. Perhaps, that absolution may never come and I will perpetually be stuck in a state of indecisiveness and uneasiness. I hope that won't be the case though...
On a brighter note, I'm thinking my professional fraternity is showing some potential to create some life-changing experiences... who knows though, I can only live one day at a time.
Until next time,
Samantha