So...I wasn't going to post this but I thought I will forget it, and being it has NEVER happened to me, I might as well...
I entered a meditative state last night (entirely by accident) where...I experienced things as deep and similar as to when I was on psychedelics. But I was sober...
I did what I called the download (it took me 3-4 times in the past to even REMEMBER this happening. It's....one of the most overwhelming things you can EVER experience, and one of the few times I can say 'yeah, I could see how that could drive someone to lose their fucking minds.')
The download is when you get unsustainable amounts of information, so much so you forget your OWN memories and intelligence, and you can only hold onto it for a few minutes before it goes (because your brain can not handle 2 different realities at the same time)
I remembered another life. And I don't think it was a past life because of how much technology was in the information (I grew up in the 90s. I saw the internet evolve. This was WELL after that). I think this was a future/alternative life. And it was hard to deal. It was like (and again, I had this happen before, but it's SO powerful, you can't even try to remember) an entire lifetime of memories being uploaded into the same brain as mine, and me not knowing where I begin and the other person ends.
Again, within...5 minutes ALL of it was forgotten. But those 5 minutes....I felt shame. Not because it was a bad life, but because CLEARLY somewhere in the ether I KNOW of this life, these memories, these experiences, but I am too weak right now to handle that!? WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO?!
Because I know if I can evolve, I can help show people the way.
I mean do you know what started me on this path?
CA. LA. Been there only....3-4 months. Doing a lot of gig work. Met a lot of people. Heard a lot of shit. But I always promised to hear someone out just in case. Talking religion with some random guy. Say all of it is garbage. He said have you looked into spirituality? I said I know of it, but didn't look too deeply cuz there wasn't too much...consistency. A lot of people claimed a lot of things, ya know? And he said 'just do me a favor? Look into a book call the art of grounding. You won't regret it.' So I did. And, again, a lot of it was posh/open for interpretation. But it did say one thing: go outside, bare foot, on the ground directly. Slightly bend your knees, slow breaths, eyes closed, concentrate, and you will feel the flow of the earth's energy thru you. WHAT? BULL SHIT. But again, I had to try. I can't say something is a lie without trying it, ya know? So I did...