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midsommar fucked me up because the way the main character acted out her trauma-processing scenes????

....accurate !

#v #.txt #catch me reliving the moments that caused me ptsd tho !!!! 👌#midsommar #trauma m #ptsd m

i wanna write down a little headcanon list of all my muses individually. like how soap is a perfectionist and absolutely grinds to be top of the top, best of the best and has actually injured himself in attempting to be this. how his ptsd primarily features survivor’s guilt, and witnessing the death of comrades - questioning whether he could’ve prevented it and blaming himself that he didn’t act quick enough.

#ptsd m #i wanna !!!!#write more backstory on gaz and soap #about why gaz is so hung up on ppl making him seem small and like when the butcher call him 'boy'#im wary about writing a tonne of stuff tho in case infinity ward is like fuck u that's not canon THIS is #but also #i wanna tell u about all my muses i wanna tell u all their cool quirks n stuff !!!#that's a lot of damage ; ( ooc. )#delete;#SOON. soon.#also maybe ill make some kinda brief timeline for ghost #WHO KNOWS

🎶Gonna have a fuckin break down🎶

On rounds stumbled upon some dude with a blunt in his hands and I'm like mother fuckin dammit and I tell him like I'm an RA I gotta report this and call in psafe (campus cops) and the guys chill for a sec and then I'm on the phone and he packs his shit and starts walking down the stair case and I'm like wtf and ask him to stop and tell him I need his ID and he starts talking about how I should be a human and walk away and then he takes off his fuckin shirt and talks about how he's medicating PTSD literally shirt off pointing at scars he talks about being stabbed when he was 16 he's just fuckin saying this while psafe is calling me now bc I hung up and I'm like if I walk away at this point my job is on the line and he eventually is like what if I just walk away what are you gonna do you won't catch me and I'm like I'm not gonna chase you dude and he puts on his shirt and fuckin sprints away like wtf dude Jesus christ and now I gotta put in a report that this guy just stripped in front of me wtf wtf wtf

#ptsd m #stabbing tw #?????#fuck wtf wtf wtf #RA rants #im starting to think this job aint worth it

Why did I decide to make the country the characters spend 90% of the first book in a snowy/icy place? Why did I set the first book in fall/winter?

Have I met me? I do know snow is a trigger for me right? Wtf was I thinking?

#trigger m #ptsd m #vent.txt #why do i still kind of want to do it?

Me: am I panicking because I am too hot or am I too hot because I am panicking?

My brain:

#gif #ptsd m #panic m #ghost.txt #i took a quick shower and am feeling better but i still dont know

u ever severely trigger yourself twice in a row and get sent straight to ptsd city ✨

#.txt #v #redacted #ptsd m #its alkost four am now #how do i go to sleep now #while managing to still think about something else #i need some sort of grounding #i was able to calm myself down both times but #uhhh i NEED a catchall coping mechanism hhaah #*****also it was an accident!! didnt purposely trigger myself

i think the reason my dashboard has been very boring to me for the past several months is because i had to start blacklisting a bunch of tags bc life sucks.....,..and all the funny stuff contains those tags.. idk just an observation

#aster.png #rip #ptsd m #not really a mention but like. a gesture #its midnight

the only plus about having ptsd is that now i have really fast reflexes and i can like catch shit before it falls

#and before i had reslly slow reflexes #so thats kinda neat #but the only neato thing so yeah #ptsd m

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