#publiceye

[mahtirp-blog]

public eye

Every time I do anything slightly outside what is expected from me, I have knots in my stomach. I hate the public eye. I don’t like to see how weak I am to it. How I change everything about me to succumb to it.

I do things bad for me in reaction to it. Do I care that much about the animals? Or am a vegetarian to be different and special? To be an enlightened one, full of pride, derisive.

Do I give a fuck about graduate school? Or am I trying to be “better” than other people for some definition of better given to me by others.

Do I care about working at some more prestigious company? Or is this something placed in me by others? Surely it is, but once I learn that, the same voice tells me I’m just thinking this because I can’t do better. Because I’m weak.

Fuck that. Self doubt is the most poisonous thing I’ve encountered.

[jellyheadstudios]

Who enjoyed our ‘Public Eye’ costume causing mischief in the Big Brother house at the weekend?! @bbuk #bigbrother #publiceye #CBB #CBBUK #madebyjellyhead

[clairegrg]

Fuck living in the public eye Yeah ok you can appreciate someone's body of work, no matter what field that may be in #poetry #painting #Music #acting #writing #photography or an #athlete whatever it may be. Then the odd occasion you actually get to see a glimpse of the true person, in an interview or what have you. *remember its edited* and think they'd be fun to have a beer with, or they are seem like they would hold down a proper conversation. That's cool. However to be not only bothered but effected by someone's relationship status; that's crazy. The reality is, you don't know them they don't know you, you will never know them they will never know you. Just cos you've seen them on the television that doesn't somehow give you a right to them. Personally I've always been a fan of Da Vinci couldn't give a rat's ass who he was knobbing back in a day. #fuckbeingfamous #celebrity #publiceye #theworldwelivein

[clairegrg]

Fuck living in the public eye Yeah ok you can appreciate someone's body of work, no matter what field that may be in #poetry #painting #Music #acting #writing #photography or an #athlete whatever it may be. Then the odd occasion you actually get to see a glimpse of the true person, in an interview or what have you. *remember its edited* and think they'd be fun to have a beer with, or they are seem like they would hold down a proper conversation. That's cool. However to be not only bothered but effected by someone's relationship status; that's crazy. The reality is, you don't know them they don't know you, you will never know them they will never know you. Just cos you've seen them on the television that doesn't somehow give you a right to them. Personally I've always been a fan of Da Vinci couldn't give a rat's ass who he was knobbing back in a day. #fuckbeingfamous #celebrity #publiceye #theworldwelivein

[sheenarose]

Extra Extra read all about it!!! Work in process #sheenarose #sweetgossip #thestares #thegossip #publiceye #caribbeanpopart #painting

[abjames42]

#publiceye #publiceyenypl (at NYPL The New York Public Library)

[ginagonzalezphotography]

New York Film Academy January 8 week group at New York Public Library Public Eye Exhibition. #publiceyeNYPL #nyfa #nyc #nypl #publiceye #photography #ggphotos #ggphotography

[kailene001]

When we on the front page of the newspaper! #Christmas #newspapers #publiceye