Its been a while since I've posted anything punk related so here goes nothing.
Recently I've been doubting myself. I'm at this new school where the first time ever I don't have a uniform. That's right I can wear whatever the fuck I want baby. But there's one problem. It's summer and it's really hot. And all of my punk gear is mainly made for winter. Somedays I can push it but some days I can. Sensory issues and all that shit. But in stead of my usual punkness I'm wearing dresses/skirts. Now don't get me wrong I love my skirts. But they are very fairy core. Which is fine but I prefer that like 2% of the time rather than the 98% of the time I'm currently rocking. And it's quite disheartening. I miss looking cool af and doing another alt person on the streets and going, "yeah I'm one of you. These are my people. Because honestly I know how much shit alt and punk people get so seeing so many alt people around makes me so happy. But I want other people to see me that way. I want to see another person in the street punk or not and have them know who I am. Because I'm punk and I'm proud. But I just can't do that at the moment and I miss it. Hopefully summer will end quickly and I can get back into the full spirit of things.
