#pwpds

[dodgeryy]

Interactions you've had if you're cluster b:

"I'm so worried they're doing that so sabotage me or manipulate me!"

"Why would they do that, people don't even really do that plus their your friend!"

"........" (I would do that)

[dodgeryy]

Well if it helps, im one of those asd/stpd blurry cases and my relationship problems came across trusting too much an then too little, in cycles. I've lost slowly interest in relating with people by exposure to betray and abuse to the point where it's easy to ghost them and I don't seek to know new people, I've reach a point of no return, speaking of my special person, there I am kinda bpd in remission, but only whit them, maybe i learn to be like this, but facing the fear of inevitably letting go help me to be more in control, i feel that snake inside of me, the gasping fear, but I trust this special person, so yeah, it's them and the world, and i am all for them, i have some szpd features of feeling polluted and changed negatively by prolonged exposure to shitty people and not desiring to connect that much, i cherish the idea of a life whit a partner, but im afraid of trying, i had enough of that, im like three different people (not like did or similars). Shitty mental health system in my culture/country will keep it a mystery, but maybe this helps you or someone who read it.

Thanks for this luvly!! A lot of things you shared I echo so I apologize that my response here isn't super long, but I wanted to post so like you said, others can learn from this too! Thanks for teaching my about stpd in relationships, some of your wordage is absolutely beautiful and really conveys emotion. I really sympathize with the idea of the snake <3