a kiss that comes out of nowhere .
no longer accepting! @pyresided
She’s never much liked Shin’s ghost, the handful of times she’s spoken with her. Too cold. Too removed. Dogmatic she thinks, and the word thrills prophecy over her fingertips that she ignores.
Now she thinks she hates her.
“You’re better than this,” Celia says, hovering almost still as stone over her bleeding charge. He’s got his arms ‘round his knees, eyes glazed and staring off into the middle distance. Blood drips thick and dark from a cut in his forehead, from another across the bridge of his nose. Orin’s own wounds had been healed when Gol had rezzed her, but she knows better than to expect Shin’s ghost to do the same for the Renegade. At least not right away.
Celia barely twitches at the sound of Orin’s voice, the geometry of her shell twisting ever so slightly.
“He nearly got us all killed.”
Her voice is cool, detached. Not for the first time Orin wonders at the crux of their relationship, the inner instinct to mediate buzzing like a hive. But it’s washed away in cleansing rage, and another instinct: there is no fixing what is broken here for it is not broken; it is as Celia wishes it.
“He tore apart three dredgens, without my help after I went down. I made the mistake—“
“Then maybe we shouldn’t be working with you.”
“That’s rich, coming from someone who hasn’t been able to guide him to harness his Light safely.”
And now Celia turns, shell spinning with tightly controlled irritation. “You have no idea what you’re talking about.”
“Maybe so. But it doesn’t take a genius to see he deserves better than you. Piss off.”
For a moment she thinks Celia will argue more. Will drop some of the cold remove from her voice. Will speak with hated depth. Instead she simply decompiles.
Orin strides to the Renegade, crouches down, light on the balls of her feet. Beneath a sheen of tears that haven’t fallen his eyes are a burning gold.
“Shin.” Soft, her voice is so soft. When he looks at her it’s like a knife at her throat. She presses herself against it, fearless. Her hands come to rest against the sides of his face, palms prickled by stubble, and she suffuses them with her own light, warm, gentle. She traces her fingertips over his temples, the sharp profiles of his cheeks, the bridge of his nose, and her Light is like a soft humming, its resonance tugging at the maelstrom of the Renegade, wildfire she soothes patiently. Lovingly.
Eventually the clear blue of his eyes returns. She swipes the pads of her thumbs against the spill of tears cutting tracks through his blood spattered face, the ash beneath it all.
“Sunshine,” she murmurs in Russian, and names him thus for the first time. When he surges forward she thinks for just a moment he means to do something terrible; she stays loose, still baring her neck to the knife.
He kisses her instead. The crush of his lips against hers is clumsy for a moment, until she tips her head just right and kisses him in return. All heat, all fire, his like the forest burning, hers strong enough to pull it inward, tempering.
When they pull away to catch a breath he keeps his forehead pressed to hers.
“Come, sunshine,” she murmurs and then stands, calf muscles stretching thankfully. She holds a hand down to him, smiling.