#queer dream

[shadowtruthsandashes]

As always, being a swapped-body lad, I can never stop projecting these ideas onto characters, and I’m just living for the idea of Dream having whatever body/gender he feels like on any given day. 

Just... appearing some days to Hob with long flowing hair (it’s always gonna be a bit of a mullet, as Dream is inherently a funky little queer) and softer features and a longer neck, draped in starlit gossamer like a night sky.

Then other days, appearing more blocky and broad in the trench coat and Boys Don’t Cry shirt, and big boots, and square jaw... and of course, sometimes both, and neither. Either way, always just being entirely and utterly himself - and Hob just gleefully anticipating undressing whatever form he arrives in. 

[gaycrouton]

[analyzemydream-blog]

amateur porn lighting feedback

I dreamed my partner and I shot amateur porn and promised we were gonna keep it just for us, but I decided to email it to my best friend to get feedback on the lighting. But instead I fucked up and sent it to this guy I haven’t really talked to since middle school.

He responded that he was shocked and offended and also that he used to have a crush on me and I had been really shitty to him about it. I apologized profusely and he responded with a 5 paragraph essay that was weirdly homophobic and butthurt about me being into girls. I was confused about why he had brought that up since, yes, most of the time that’s true, but my current partner is a cis guy and I scrolled back up to look at the video.

Turns out I hadn't sent him the porn vid at all, but a really cool music video that started out with a 30 second shot of a girl eating the lead singer out. I was really pissed off about the guy's email, especially since I had apologized for sending him some quality art and validated his homophobia. I felt mortified by the whole situation and wanted to vent to my partner about it, but I couldn't because that would have meant admitting to sending our sex tape to someone.