for the fake fic game please consider the following tags:
#bad decisions #worse sex #more bad decisions
i know that the game is to come up with a summary, but i kind of want to just talk a little more freeform first. so it would be a wincest fic. sam-having-visions era, sam gets this vision of himself being raped. it's mostly a sense memory, him on his stomach with this searing pain inside him and allllll this fucking panic, he's trapped and terrified and again, in serious pain. and there's this harsh panting in his ear and there's a guy's hands holding him down. and he comes out of it like fuuuuuck that was a nightmare.... right, god....? but now he's fucked. bc he knows that he's going to get raped, but he can't tell dean bc omg... so he tries to make good decisions to not get raped. he's suddenly super aware of all men, like how is he going to get out of this situation, this vision that he knows is coming. i think he develops like OCD type rules... some magical thinking around not getting raped. and then at some point dean rapes him. not sure how i would set that up but it happens. maybe dean's drunk and they're going to die tomorrow on some pointless quest and sam's not listening to dean, not in the right way. but dean rapes sam, and sam's lying there on his stomach and understanding that all along, all along.... and then sam realizes there are no good decision and no bad decisions, he was fucked the whole time, and he goes back to dean and this time they have still rapey but much more consensual sex.... and then they kind of fall into a pattern of fucking all the time, and it's never good but sometimes it's awful, and it's never good but sometimes it's great, and sometimes it is this great and terrible thing, fucking dean. he can't stop doing it, he feels compelled. and sickened. and it's just this giant psychological maelstrom. the fic would be really really focused on decision making, and also the powerlessness of decision making. all roads lead to r[ape]
Summary: When Sam has a vision of a man raping him, he begins to live by a series of rules. But he's always been short on luck, and the danger is closer than he imagined.
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