It's odd to go 22 years without questioning anything. Then all of a sudden you wake up and you realize you're not completely straight. Literally. It all began with a dream. I had a girlfriend and I was so, so happy. I don't ever remember being this happy ever in my whole life. Everything was perfect because we were in love and she was gorgeous. I woke up and I looked next to me and there wasn't anyone laying next to me. No girlfriend. Nothing, no one. I had never felt more alone and disappointed in my whole life than in that moment. After that I've been thinking and questioning my sexuality. I've realized I'm not 100% straight and I'm okay with that. I've just always dated boys so I don't even know how to go about dating a girl. Everything is very confusing.