#queue can do it!

[sunshineysprinkles]

[stubbornstudying]

3.26.16- went out to my friend’s farmhouse yesterday, she has such a cute desk setup! 

[palefurrymoved]

if youre reading this i successfully killed myself goodbye everyone it was fun :3

[palefurrymoved]

Im gonna write some letters to those who meant something to me but ill never mean as much to them. Mom: What the fuck. For 16 god damn years you havent changed at all. Not one bit. After the many divorces and dates youve been through I would think your point of view would change. But no. Youre always the right and when someone proves you wrong you like to walk away and pretend you didn't hear anything. Youre abusive. Calling your daughter a bitch,asshole,cunt,worthless and more is not the way to go. But hey? Who am I to judge ive never raised a kid. I like you only truly act like a parent when there are people around. I LOVE how you yell at me saying Im always with my friends and never with you, But when im at home you shun me away and makeout with trash. It feels great thanks for that. Dad (step-dad): Thanks. I really do miss you and Moe. What you did wasnt right and i could say that till my fave turned blue, but I understand you needed to leave Mom. It sucks being homeless yeah, but Im glad your doing well. Dont think any of this is your fault. I love you. Lyllee: Im so sorry Im breaking my promise. I guess we cant die together because Ill be gone in a few hours. I just want you to know that Im sorry. For not cleaning and leaving a mess,for eating all your food, but??? mainly for being a shitty friend. Im sorry I never really talked to you about what was going on. Im sorry I left you for 3 months. Im sorry for convincing you to run with me. Im sorry for everything really. Youre my best fucking friend and I love you so much Lyllee you mean everything to me. Without you I would have been dead a long time ago. I love you dude, stay strong. Sienna (other mom): Thank you for everything. Thank you so much for opening your home to me when I needed some time to think. Thanks for all the things you did for me. It means so much to me and i love you for it. Thanks for being the mom i never really got at home. Thomas: I miss you. Sorry I never made it to AZ but ill see you in hell man >:D Take care of lyllee for me okay? Sorry Ill never see you two get married. Mariah: Sorry for breaking your heart. But Im glad you have Ian now. You two are so adorable please stay happy with him for as long as u can. Also good job on figuring out your identity in so proud of you. Hopefully youll never have to go through what I went through. Trash: Fuck you. Youre to controlling and cocky. And trying to win my trust with buying me things? Is a dick move. Delano: Sorry for being such a bitch, I hope you're doing well. Im glad we had some time together but it just wasnt meant to be. Justice (Alex): I love you. I really do Im so glad we got back together and Im so sorry I have to leave you so soon. I really did want to marry you and I love you so god damn much. Youre gonna do great in life I know you are!! Pursue something that makes you happy. Bunny: I really look up to you still, and Im sorry I left the group and distanced my self. Youre such a big inspiration to me Bunny and I love you like a parent?? Youre the best bunny, have fun in life. Honly (Simon): Honestly im gonna miss you so much, You always make me laugh and you know how to brighten anybody's mood! Youre so wonderful I hope your life turns out the way you want it to. Dirk (Mony): Youre my moirail and Im sorry Im such a shitty friend to you, I should have payed more attention to you. I know things are super hard for you right now, but it will get better. Youre so beautiful and you deserve the world Monkey <> Sunny: Youre such a good friend and Im so glad i met you. Honestly you mean so fricking much to me and you make my mood way better sunshine Moose: Im sorry you wont be able to visit me :( I know im different and Im sorry I turned into a druggy. Arielle: Sorry we drifted from eachother!! Things happened and I didnt have time to visit everyone in wheat ridge. I hope you get better and that youre never said ever again. Im gonna miss you so much bbby Its not even funny. Fang: I still love you. But I will never understand why you raped and abused me?? I was so nice to you? But shit happens I guess. Thanks for getting me to Oregon when I ran away though!! Also the police are looking for you. Have fun in prison ass hole.

[palefurrymoved]

I dont really know what to say other than that Im sorry. Im sorry for being a fuckup. Im sorry for not dealing with my abuse. Im sorry for being a shit daughter (but i guess having a shit mother can balance that out) Sorry i never did good in school. Sorry I ran away for two months without a trace or even a goodbye. Sorry for being selfish and actually going through with this. Im sure 100% of you want to know why im about to leave. Its simple, Im a pussy. Im so weak i cant even hold myself up let alone my mother. I cant deal with my many abusers because it scares me so much to even think about them. I cant deal with a mother who wants to get rid of me and who calls me?names and yells at me and doesnt really care about me unless she has to. I simply CANT. Im sick of everything and its just time for me to go. I cant handle the name calling and the bullying for being genderfluid?? Its dumb I know but I guess a bunch of sophomores in highschool have more say over my gender then I do. I dont know. I really dont know how suicide notes work?? Is it a closure for those who loved you but are bound to forget you?? I wouldnt know what if feels like to be loved

[morninggloryswimmer]

Day 21

What kind of sleeping habits do they have?

For starters, he normally sleeps with a fan on. It can be freezing in the room and he would still sleep with a fan on because he doesn't like the feeling of the air getting stagnant. He also sleeps with one blanket, and at least 3 pillows. He always has one leg out of the blanket.

Besides his pillows, he also sleeps with the large shark plush Rin gave him, one hand on the dorsal fin and another on it's head. The plush is always on the side of the railings of the bed while his back is to the wall. He's not a light or heavy sleeper, but hardly ever moves once he's asleep.

He normally sleeps in a tee shirt and boxers (or boxer briefs). When he's sleeping in a room with someone he isn't comfortable around he will wear basketball short and a tee shirt.

Before bed he does the normal stuff, brushes his teeth, washes his face, stuff like that. But he also checks his journal to see how many of his predictions for the day came true. And before he goes to sleep, no matter how late it is, he contemplates sending his friends goodnight messages, but never does since he's sure they wont get them.

[morninggloryswimmer]

Day 20

How are they with technology?

He's not great with technology, but he's not horrible with it. He has understanding of the technology he uses in his daily life. If you leave him alone with anything for a while he is bound to figure out how to use it proficiently enough to teach someone else how to use it as well.

[morninggloryswimmer]

Day 19

Which ice cream flavour is their favorite?

He really likes mint chocolate chip, but bubblegum comes in a close second.