#qwence

[wordsofawarriorgoddess]

I resent this part… the part where a piece of me still wants him to put some real effort out and say “i dont want to lose you”, or do something exceptional to demonstrate he is going to do better… but I know this is not going to happen. He has given only his bare minimum for the last 6 months. He has already shown me who he is.

And I have to let go.

~ Qwence

[wordsofawarriorgoddess]

[wordsofawarriorgoddess]

[wordsofawarriorgoddess]

No child should ever have to earn their parents love and affection.

~ Qwence

[wordsofawarriorgoddess]

You’re softer this time

Even more aware

Your energy it flows through me

Threading in and out

Silk and supple

I can feel the dark parts within you

Guarded and oh so fragile

Your anger, no longer looks like hate

But pain

Wounds that need love

And a lot of patience

I feel you

Perhaps we are both a bit softer

This time

Delicate hearts in need of acceptance

A dance between loyalty and freedom

“Can we really screw it up any worse?” he asks me

I’m sure we can

But I’m going to try again anyway

I feel you

This time

Here with me

So I’ll let go just slightly

Release into the depths

A little bit deeper

Deeper

There’s so much at risk

But so much more to gain

I root into the discomfort

Insecurities crawling up from their void

I greet them now

With questions

They cannot answer

I root into the softness

Offering love in full expression

There is no value in holding back

It feels real to be vulnerable

To be honest

I feel myself

I am here to be love

I am here to love

I am here

I am

~ Qwence 🖤

[wordsofawarriorgoddess]

Silence sends a powerful message

It says, I don’t care

Echoing back the lies that you told

I love you

I want to keep your heart safe

I value you

I want to keep you in my life

But silence is language put into action

Speaking the truth louder than any of those lies

But, they were true in the moment?

How easily your heart can be persuaded

How effortlessly you turn the page

Pretending as though you never even knew me

As though you hadn’t opened up my heart and soul

Only to just walk away

With lies

~ Qwence

[wordsofawarriorgoddess]

I want

Fire

A slow burn

Braided deep into our woody souls

~ Qwence

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