we should go there (part one)
rafe cameron x childhood!bestfriend!reader
part two
"Will you just shut up and listen to me for one damn second?"
"You're not my boyfriend so stop doing that Rafe!"
"They've always been attached at the hip like that since we were little kids."
"Is she at all aware that country club looks at her like she hung the fuckin' moon?"
If you asked anyone on the island, or in kildare county at all, who Rafe Cameron's best friend was they wouldn't say Topper, or Kelce, or even Barry. They'd say her. It's been like that since the two of them were six years old.
She wasn't from the OBX originally, no, her parents moved down there the summer before she started kindergarten. Her dad was a developer alike Ward, and he dragged her family down there to have that rich beach life. And it was her mom who had insisted on going to a church picnic in the first few weeks after they moved. She met Sarah first on the church's playground, the four-year-old chatting happily along with her newfound friend. Who all but squealed when she realized you were the same age of her brother.
"My big brother is six too!" Sarah exclaimed hastily dragging you to where Rafe was playing with a four-year-old Topper right in front of Ward and their mother Celeste, who was holding and cooing at a two-year-old Wheezie.
At first Rafe pretended to want nothing to do with you, girls had cooties after all, but shortly after your and mom and dad came running after you. Your mom exclaiming how you couldn't just run off like that, and your dad apologizing to Ward for you doing so. When the two men realized they had much more in common after that. And from then on out your families practically conjoined into one.
Weekend barbecues, fourth of july parties at one another's houses, boating together on the coast, joined family vacations, and even doing Christmas dinner together.
Rafe continued to act like he didn't like you for the rest of the summer but when the two of you had a kindergarten open house at the end of July, he was actually very pleased to see you would be in his class. Did he tell you that? No, but he did say it in the privacy of his mom's car on the way home from the school when it was just the two of them. Then it just about seemed everywhere Rafe was you were, and everywhere you were he'd be there too.
When his mom died you went over with your mom to drop off food for the grieving family. The two of you didn't say much that day in his bedroom, you just sat there with him while he played on his Xbox in the silence of his room. And you sat with him at the funeral too instead of with your own mom and dad, at the very end of the family pew with you on his left and poor Sarah on his right. He never said anything about it, but you held his hand the whole time while he cried and he definitely never forgot it.
After that Rafe changed a little and his home life changed a lot after that too. But then your parents got divorced and your life really changed. Rafe almost lost his best friend because your dad decided on moving back home. But he was really quick to shut that down. "C'mon y/n/n you don't want to let him just uproot your entire life." And he was right you didn't. Making you the un present daughter in your dad's eyes but you didn't want to move.
ray -
movie night tn? - 9:30 am
That was the text you received an hour through your shift at the local coffee shop you've worked at since high school, which they allowed you to work summers during college now. No good morning or how's work?, but thats how your alls conversations usually went. No beginning or end just picking up wherever and whenever.
And he'd been in a very off and on mood since you got home from school two weeks ago. Rafe still gave you crap about going away to school even though you stay with your family back home cause in his eyes you never needed to leave the obx. And he also especially hated college once he only lasted about two months at UNC freshman year. Even though you were now a rising senior. Many texts, drunk calls, and facetimes later. And it probably took you ten minutes to answer him.
from you -
okayy, at tannyhill? - delivered 9:40 am
read 9:42 am
ray -
yeah just come around 7:00 - 9:43 am
At this point in your friendship you were practically part of his family. Every time Rose saw you she always asked how your mom was even if you were at the house the day before. Wheezie always hugged you asking for a girls day. Sarah always complaining about something Rafe did cause she knew you would chew him out for being mean. And Ward always bugging you to "be a good influence on him".
It wasn't much different when you arrived at his house later that night. When you walked in Rafe was propped against the wall in the hallway between the front door and stairs looking at his phone when the door opened. His shoulders immediately going relaxed at the sight of you stepping in with old sweats and a faded kildare county football t-shirt that was probably his but neither of you even remembered you getting it.
"Hey." You smiled slipping off your shoes; per Rose's request. His kook-king persona no where to be found replaced with a genuine half smirk. "Jesus took you long enough." His replied, but it lacked any real bite.
You tapped your phone to see the time, that only read 7:02. "Yeah, yeah drama queen." You rolled your eyes as he spun on his toes to go back upstairs to his room. "You smell like coffee."
"I literally just worked like ten hours, no wonder. Gee i thought i would have smelled like peaches." Rafe couldn't help his laugh as you swatted at his back from behind him. You didn't know it but seeing you was usually the highlight of his day, or week. Hanging out with you was like actually taking deep breath letting the oxygen completely fill his lungs.
Of course the two of you fought over what movie to even watch for nearly fifteen minutes.
"How 'bout that one?"
"No that actor supports bad stuff remember?"
Rafe rolled his eyes in response. "A'ight what about one of those dumb lovey-dovey ones you like so much." That earned a playful slap.
"Ow okay I'm joking."
"What about scary? Like a classic?"
"And that being? Because that just narrows it down oh so much."
"I don't know Rafe like scream or I know what you did last summer."
"We seriously just saw both of those at obx on the yard two weeks ago."
You huffed just about giving up. "You're impossible you know that? What about like the Blair Witch Project?"
"If you don't like it find a new best friend, but yeah that works." He replied looking over at you with a shit eating grin. Causing you to shake your head as he fiddled with the remote to find the movie. And only when he pushed play you shot up straight looking over at him. "Wait! We need to go make popcorn." Rafe groaned beside you before reluctantly getting up.
Wheezie was downstairs when the two of you got down there. Immediate at the sight of you in tow behind her brother her face lit up. "y/n!" You could feel the heat on your cheeks at the young girls admiration.
"Hi sweet girl." You murmured in response as she crushed you in a hug." Rafe rolled his eyes as he grabbed a bag of popcorn, ripping off the plastic wrap and putting it in the microwave. "Let her breathe Wheeze."
She let go, and shortly after was scurrying up to her room to answer her friend's facetime call. "She's so insufferable sometimes." He grumbled once she was gone. You shook your head laughing.
"She's sixteen Ray, you remember how that was." You shrugged but he scoffed as the microwave went off, taking out the bag. He spoke again as you started walking back upstairs. "Yeah at sixteen I was playing football games every other weekend and learning how to get shitfaced with top and kelce, and meanwhile you were always studying." He teased.
"Yeah and who made sure you didn't fail ap bio sophomore year, and apush junior year, and ap gov senior year." When you reached his room again he plopped back down on his bed, sprawling out before tapping to the space beside him. And because close proximity was never an issue with the two of you, you just plopped down next to him leaning ever so slightly on his shoulder.
Throughout the movie you both tensed up, you more than him. Once it finished he put on another movie more lighthearted. But that ended up being the extent because you fell asleep on Rafe's shoulder. He tried to wake you up once the second movie ended but he turned up with no luck so he let you be.
When you woke up it was nearly 1:00 am and you realized what had happened. You groaned hearing a quiet crack in your neck as you shifted but felt something restricting you from moving farther. Rafe's arm was wrapped around your waist. "Shit." You whispered. You tried wiggling again but he just groaned before moving in his sleep, and tightening his arm.
Then you felt it, a warm sensation in your stomach that clashed with your anxiety that was tightening in your chest. And you remembered in that moment how good being held by someone felt. The soft fragile intimacy of just being in someone else's personal space. And that was when every single 'more than friends' feeling you've ever had for Rafe bubbled back up to the surface, something you've shoved down for a very long time.
"He must have done it on accident when he fell asleep." You thought, closing your eyes for an agonizing second before taking a deep breath and softly lifting his arm before rolling yourself out from under it. Quickly you hurriedly grabbed your phone and keys and tiptoed to his door. Hanging on a hope and a prayer while you opened it before softly shutting it.
You quickly texted him once you made it to your car out front for him to see when he woke up.
From you:
woke up and had to run home, i have work at 7:00, see you in a few days - delivered 12:56 am
With a sigh of relief you turned your keys in ignition, heading towards your own house. Once you made it to your room without waking your mom you sunk onto your bed. Wiping your hands down your face over how you really couldn't feel like that towards Rafe. "It's Rafe. I'm not his type anyway. Nothing would ever happen." You whispered to yourself, resisting the urge to scream into your pillows.















