just practice
paring! bsf!jj x reader
in which! you have a date coming up and you still havenât lost your virginity, so you go to your best friend in the hopes he will help you out and save you from embarrassment
warnings! smut. loss of virginity. oral sex (f. receiving) pnv sex. unprotected sex.
part 2
you find jj at the chateau, laying in a hammock on the porch with his shirt off and a joint between his fingers. you could smell the scent of weed before you even made it to the door and jj gave you a smile when he noticed you.
âhey, j.â you greeted, now standing in front of the bench. âyou busy?â
âwhatâs it look like?â he took a long drag from the joint and exhaled. you couldnât help but grin at his glazed over eyes and his genuine, high smile.
you glanced into the screen door, looking for john b, or anyone else, but couldnât see well from the smoky haze.
âanyone home?â
he shakes his head no.
âkie and pope are working, think john bâs out with sarah.â he says. âwhy? you okay?â his eyes soften and you notice his look of concern.
âyeah,â you smile, âeverythingâs fine, just need to uh- talk to you.â you had no idea how you were gonna go through with this without making it incredibly awkward. you already felt sick to your stomach at the thought of him rejecting you and never seeing you the same way after this.
jj nods and stubs out his joint. he stands up and opens the screen door, motioning for you to enter first.
âafter you.â
you smile and step inside, but you soon begin to feel ill at the fact that you were really going to ask him this. you wanted this to happen, but you were terribly nervous.
you lead him to his room and close the door behind you. he sits on the edge of the bed and you follow, sitting crisss cross, facing him.
âyou sure everythingâs fine?â he asks, obviously questioning the fact that you wanted to speak to him in his room, and that you were silent.
âi told you about that guy iâve been talking to for a few weeks, yeah?â you start, not wanting to make eye contact with the boy.
âyeah.â he nods.
you try not to pick at the skin of your fingernails.
âokay, well, he asked me out.â you say. âthe dateâs tomorrow.â
he furrows his eyebrows in question, noticing that you sounded kind of disappointed about something that was supposed to be good.
âwell thatâs a good thing, right?â he scoffed. âi mean, i cant remember the last time you went on a date.â
âshut up.â you nudge him. âyeah, itâs a good thing⌠i like him- i think.â
âalright, well, thatâs all you wanted to tell me?â he asks. âyou donât need dating advice right? because i canât help you in that department.â
you fight a smile at his remark and shake your head no.
âokay, hereâs the thing.â you sigh before you force out your next words, absolutely dreading his reaction. âi donât know if heâll wanna sleep with me eventually, and, well heâs kind of experienced with girls and all that, and iâm kind ofâŚ. not.â you cringe at your choice of words, already regretting coming to jj out of embarrassment. you glance at him momentarily and he seems to be studying you, waiting for you to keep talking. âwhat i mean is, like-â you sighed. you knew you sounded like a complete idiot, but you didnât want to back out now.
âyou know iâm a virgin, right?â you didnât even want to look at him after the words came out of your mouth.
he smiled a little.
âi, uh, i figured.â he scratched the back of his head awkwardly and cleared his throat.
âdonât be a dick.â you shove him once again and he chuckles, which allows you to lighten up just slightly. âiâm saying that i donât know what iâm doing - yâknow, with guys and all that. i donât want to embarrass myself in front of him.â
âso you want⌠sex advice? from me?â he asks, raising his eyebrows with suspicion.
you nervously bite the inside of your cheek and your face grows hot.
âwell, i thought maybe a little more hands on.â you said before you could even stop yourself. you knew you had to just come out and say it or you wouldâve backed out and nothing would ever come of this situation. you searched his face for a reaction.
he looked confused, but he didnât seem whole heartedly against the idea. the silence between you both was becoming awkward and you felt the need to explain yourself, hopefully making the situation sound less like you were coming on to him and more like a friend just asking for help.
âi mean like, because youâre a guy and all, you would know what guys like best, i guess?â you said, as you watched him cross his arms over his chest and lean against the headboard of the bed. âand i was thinking about the fact that iâm going on a date for the first time since freshman year and now thereâs a very high chance that iâll sleep with him in the coming weeks, and it just- i donât know, the idea of losing my virginity to someone iâve known for a month didnât really sound good to me.â you weâre rambling at this point to try and defend your case. âi would rather do it with someone i know, and trust.â
âyou want me to take your virginity?â he asked, blatantly. âthatâs what you came here for?â
you nod, probably chewing a hole into your cheek now.
âif itâs too weird for you, you donât have to do it at all, itâs okay.â you said. âyou were just the only person i felt like i could ask without it being awkward.â
âno, no,â his expression softens and he shakes his head, pulling his arms from his chest and taking his back off the headboard. âiâll do it.â
âreally?â your eyes light up because you expected this to go far south.
âyeah, no big deal.â he shrugs, even though in his head he knew it was a huge deal. he was going to be your first time and if he screwed it up, there was no telling what would happen between you two. âbut, this wonât change anything between us right?â he asked. âlike i just donât want it to be awkward afterwards.â
âi swear.â you said, although you didnât entirely know if that was the truth. âyouâre just helping me out, right?â
âalright.â he responds. âyou, uh, you wanna do this now or..?â he clears his throat again, visibly getting nervous, but your fears seemed to be disappearing now that you knew he wasnât against the idea.
âthe sooner, the better.â you said.
jj gets up from the bed and flips the lock on the door on the off chance someone were to come home.
âjust a warning though,â you start, âiâll definitely be really bad at this compared to the other girls youâve been with.â
âthatâs all right, you gotta learn somewhere.â he says, walking back to you and stopping right in front of where you were sitting on the bed. your heart started to race as the reality of what you were about to do started setting in. he sits down next to you and you could smell salt water and weed on his skin. âiâm gonna start with kissing you, is that okay?â you searches your face for confirmation and you nod, giving him the okay. âand youâll tell me if iâm taking things too fast or if you wanna stop, right?â
you giggle a little at his attention to the matter.
âyes jj.â
you see a very slight smile appear on his lips before he slowly leaned in and connected them with yours. he tasted like weed but in the most perfect way as he skillfully moved his lips in sync with yours. his tongue softly swiped your bottom lip at the same time his hands found their way to the sides of your face and he held you there gently. you took him touching you as a sign to occupy your own hands with his body as you brought your hands around his back, feeling his bare skin.
his kisses started leading down your chin, and further down onto your neck where he connected his lips with your skin. you shivered at the new feeling of someone kissing your neck as he went lower still, reaching your collarbone. he pulled away and tugged at the him of your shirt, asking for more access to your body and he helped you out of the fabric.
âyou doin okay?â he asks.
âtotally fine.â
he connects his lips to your collar again as he carefully lays you down onto your back. he fights the urge not to leave any hickeys on you, knowing you had a date tomorrow.
you scoot your body up until youâre in the middle of the bed so that he can easily get on top of you. he continues kissing your body, getting lower and lower and with each passing second, you could feel yourself getting hotter and your arousal getting stronger. his mouth reached the waistband of your jean shorts and he looked up your for permission to take them off. you nodded and he unbuttoned them before sliding them down your legs and tossing them somewhere on the floor.
jj kissed the curve of your hipbone and you mindlessly rolled your core up towards his mouth, to which you could feel him smirk against your skin at your neediness.
âiâll get there princess.â he said against the space under your bellybutton. you practically lost your breath at his words and your cheeks flushed out of embarrassment.
he continued kissing you even lower, placing his lips over clothed core and hooking a finger underneath the hem of your bikini bottoms.
âcan i take these off?â he asked.
âplease.â you nod, almost sounding too desperate.
he pulls your bottoms down your legs, leaving you exposed to him. the first time anyone had seen you like this, and you were thankful it was jj and not some random boy who didnât know the first thing about you.
âyou still alright?â
âjj,â you giggle. âiâll tell you if somethings wrong, okay?â
âjust being courteous.â he joked.
he brought his hand to your now bare core and used his thumb to swipe a line from your entrance up to your clit, making you whine from just one touch. he spreads your wetness around your clit, his pants growing tighter at the sight of your arousal. as he rubs painfully slow circles, he searches your face for signs of enjoyment, but your eyes were shut tight and your lips were parted, quiet whimpers leaving your mouth.
âjust relax, okay?â he said, to which you nod eagerly. you were totally not relaxed at all. in fact you were amped on adrenaline from the way he kissed you.
and then before you could register what was happening, you felt something new touching you. you opened your eyes and looked down at jjâs face in between your thighs, seeing his tongue swirling over your clit. it felt better than any time you had ever touched yourself. his eyes met yours for a second and you wondered why you never asked him to do this any sooner even though you pictured him going down on you many times before
your hands found their way to his blonde locks, your fingers tangling into his hair as you threw your head back on the pillow.
âoh my god, jjâ you moaned, to which he picked up the pace a little. he gripped your thighs firmly, holding them apart, occasionally rubbing circles into your skin with his thumbs to relax you.
his lips wrapped around your clit and he sucked, making you jolt your hips up in pleasure at the new sensation. your legs were trembling under his grip and jj didnât think he could get any harder, but he was, in fact, getting harder by the minute.
âjj,â you moaned his name, âplease donât stop!â you were pulling his hair tighter, trying not to be too loud in case anyone were to come home, but it was impossible to keep your mouth shut with the way he was eating your pussy. âfeels so goodâ you cried.
your hips were rocking back and forth, rolling in the same rhythm as his tongue, practically riding his face. he knew you were close based on the fact that your moans were getting closer together and your legs were shaking harder. he suddenly switched the direction of his tongue, now going side to side and occasionally sucking on your clit, swallowing your juices.
your back was arched off the bed, your hands flying to the sheets for something to hold on to as your high approached in small waves. you moved one hand to cover your mouth, trying to stifle your moans, but jj immediately reached up to your arm and pulled it from your face, not stopping his movements.
âneed to hear you cumâ he said against your clit before harshly sucking on it.
âfuckâ you moaned, his words alone almost leading you over the edge.
he snuck two fingers into your entrance and slowly moved them against the sweet spot inside you. the mixture of his mouth expertly lapping at your clit and his fingers pushing into you had you coming undone.
âfuck- donât stop- please- donât st-â you couldnât even get the last words out as you felt yourself completely lose control. you didnât know how loud you were moaning because all of your senses had faltered as the tidal wave of ecstasy crashed over you.
he kept licking until you had fully ridden out your orgasm, and even then, he continued, his grip still tight on your legs as they trembled. you pushed his head away from the overstimulation and then lay limp, your chest rising and falling as you came down, your eyes still closed.
âneed a second?â he asked, mockingly, his hands running up your torso and to your still covered breasts. he felt your nipples harden under your bikini top and he desperately wanted to get you out of it.
you wrap your arms around his back and pull him on top of you, connecting your lips with his again. he immediately kisses you back and reaches behind you to undo your top, which quickly comes off and jjâs eyes land on your breasts. he takes them both in his hands and leans over you to suck your nipple, making you shiver.
you occupy your own hands with his belt, fumbling with the clasp until itâs undone and pulling it through the loops.
he pulls himself away from your tits and starts undoing the zipper before his eyes meet yours.
âyou sure youâre okay with this?â he asks.
âi wouldnât be fully naked in front of you right now if i wasnât.â you joke.
he gets up from the bed to take his shorts off and look around the room, presumably for a condom.
âjohn bâs gotta have some around here, hold on.â he says, opening up the top drawer of the dresser and rummaging through the pairs of socks and underwear.
âyou donât have to, jay.â you say, but he doesnât listen, still looking inside the dresser for any small, silver packages. âiâm on birth control.â
he turns around cocks his head at you.
âwhat?â you question. âmakes my periods lighter.â you shrug.
âiâm still pulling out though.â he says before he walks back to the edge of the bed and slides his boxers off, revealing his achingly hard cock. you visibly got nervous at his length, swallowing the saliva in your mouth. jj notices the redness in your face and gets into the bed, pushing hair out of your face with his fingers. âiâll stop if itâs too much, just tell me.â you nod, anxiously and he positions himself on top of you, stroking his cock a few times before you feel his tip at your entrance. his eyes meet yours for confirmation and you give him a nod.
his cock slowly pushes into you, not even an inch as he doesnât want to hurt you. you shut your eyes hard, preparing for it to hurt, but you feel barely any pain. he kisses your neck and pushes himself in a little farther.
âthis feel okay?â he asks against your skin.
âfeels good, j.â your hands find their way to his back again.
once he bottoms out, you feel a slight pressure at your cervix before he slowly starts moving, giving you time to adjust to the feeling.
you hear jj moan in your ear from the painfully slow strokes he was taking, trying to keep himself from going too fast for you. his cock rubbed against your g-spot and you kiss the area in between his collar and neck.
âiâm okay jj.â you reassure him. âfaster, please.â
he picks up the pace and continues kissing your neck. your nails dig into the skin of his back.
âyou feel so goodâ he moans. âdoinâ so good for me- fuck.â he didnât even realize what he was saying, but you enjoyed the hell out of it. his praises added to the pleasure of him inside you.
he was going fast enough now that you could hear your skin hitting against each others as your hips connected. every thrust was stroking your sweet spot and you were pretty sure you were leaving scratches on his back, but jj felt too good to even notice.
he leaned back a little so that all his weight was on his knees and his back was straight as he grabbed one of your legs for support and used his other hand to rub your clit at the same time he was fucking you. the double stimulation illicited a loud moan from you that encouraged jj to keep going, almost nearing his end.
his thrusts were getting sloppier and his breathing was heavier but he wanted to make you finish before him. your chest heaved, feeling the new sensation of him filling you up at the same time as his fingers worked on your clit. the pressure was building up and you knew you were close. you suddenly pulled him against you so that your chests were pressed against each others.
âfuck- jjâ you moaned. âmâso close.â
his heavy breathing sounded like heaven to you as he started to fuck you even harder, his cock sliding perfectly in and out of you.
âsweetheartâ he moaned into your neck. âmânot gonna last much longer.â
almost immediately after he said those words, you felt the band in your stomach snap as you came around his cock, squeezing and pulling him deeper inside you. you cried out his name as he fucked you through your second orgasm.
âfuck, baby-â he pulled out of you and stroked his cock that was slick with your wetness. you watched his face contort in pleasure, his eyes barely open and his lips parted, his eyebrows furrowed. his cum shot onto your stomach and tits.
he tried not to stare too long at the mess he made of you, realizing almost as soon as he finished that this was a one time thing he may never get you like this again.
he got out of the bed and grabbed a shirt of the floor, which he cleaned you up with and tossed it.
âyou okay?â he asked again.
you rolled your eyes.
âhow many times are you gonna ask that?â you scoffed. âi liked it, j. donât know how my dateâs gonna top that.â you joked.
then, jj remembered that this was all practice for you to go and have sex with another guy and he suddenly felt sick. he pulled his boxers back on and picked up your articles of clothing from the floor and tossed them to you.
the truth is, you didnât even want to go on that date anymore. not after the way jj took care of you.
âhey, jj!â a voice, john bâs, ripped through the chateau and both of your eyes widened, looking at each other with panic. âyou home?â
you swiftly put your bottoms and shorts back on in under 30 seconds and shrugged yourself into your flimsy shirt while jj was putting his belt back on. you quickly exited john bâs room before he could see where you both came from and you nervously greeted him in the living room to see that sarah and kie were home as well.
âheyy, jb.â jj said, awkwardly.
âwhat have you two been doing all day?â john b asks.
kiara walked over to the kitchen to grab a beer and when she turned around, she noticed the marks on jjâs back. she paused in her steps.
âjj, whatâs with all the scratches on your ba-â and then she realized. her face contorted in disgust. âewwww, are you guys fucking serious?â
your face grows hot with embarrassment and you wanted to dig a whole to die in, but john b seems barely faced as he walked past you, saying something near you.
âat least you made that boyâs dreams come true.â
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