About me and the why
Hi! My ex told me I didn’t have a purpose and that I didn’t have any idea of what to do with my life, that he needed someone who already got that figured out (which is partially true, I do have a purpose but I’m discovering what to do with my life, and contrary to what he thinks, I find that wonderful, I get to create myself, he gets to travel a path that’s already decided for him, the one he’s too scare to leave for other passions). He also said that he didn’t see me as an equal and considered himself superior in some aspects, and with the “subtle” foreshadowing at the beginning about how that went in our relationship, I’ve decided to prove him wrong.
So now I have this sense of anger about it and find a tumblr post saying you need to start doing shit out of spite, using both (the anger and the spite) to fuel you, I’ve decided to do that, fuel myself to create the things that I want for my life and show him that being lost, searching for a path and being comfortable with the uncertainty of discovery is not inferior. 🗡️
So here I am, maybe on my artsy villain arc?
I started to do digital collages for my reading journal and I want to show them, they represent how I imagine those worlds, the vibes, hope you find them cute 🥰
A little more about me:
She/her
27 almost 28 years old, still amazingly lost
Virgo sun babe + Scorpio moon ♥️ and I love it.
I have 2 cats, one of them is using me as a bed as I write and you read. Thank you for reading all this btw 🥹 I’m not sure if this is gonna find someone but still.
English is not my first language.
Im obsessed with this song right now, has me in a chokehold goddam
I graduated from college with an art degree and I’m learning anatomy to start drawing the characters of the books I read, I’ve always love anime and dreamt about being a mangaka when I was a smol human being, learning to draw people is my try to accomplish that smol human’s dream right now.
I remember too many memes for that to be okay 😖 and get hyper fixated too easily so you might lose me for a week to some random shit.
That’s all for today, if you found this in the vast world of tumblr and got to the end of it 😳 Ty for giving me that precious time of yours, hope it was worth it for you and maybe you can be my companion to show him that being in the process of becoming someone is beautiful too, that sharing the way is nicer and that you don’t need to be finished to be worthy.
Hope the foam on your latte never disappears and your coffee or tea stays warm babe.
