About me and the why
Hi! My ex told me I didnโt have a purpose and that I didnโt have any idea of what to do with my life, that he needed someone who already got that figured out (which is partially true, I do have a purpose but Iโm discovering what to do with my life, and contrary to what he thinks, I find that wonderful, I get to create myself, he gets to travel a path thatโs already decided for him, the one heโs too scare to leave for other passions). He also said that he didnโt see me as an equal and considered himself superior in some aspects, and with the โsubtleโ foreshadowing at the beginning about how that went in our relationship, Iโve decided to prove him wrong.
So now I have this sense of anger about it and find a tumblr post saying you need to start doing shit out of spite, using both (the anger and the spite) to fuel you, Iโve decided to do that, fuel myself to create the things that I want for my life and show him that being lost, searching for a path and being comfortable with the uncertainty of discovery is not inferior. ๐ก๏ธ
So here I am, maybe on my artsy villain arc?
I started to do digital collages for my reading journal and I want to show them, they represent how I imagine those worlds, the vibes, hope you find them cute ๐ฅฐ
A little more about me:
She/her
27 almost 28 years old, still amazingly lost
Virgo sun babe + Scorpio moon โฅ๏ธ and I love it.
I have 2 cats, one of them is using me as a bed as I write and you read. Thank you for reading all this btw ๐ฅน Iโm not sure if this is gonna find someone but still.
English is not my first language.
Im obsessed with this song right now, has me in a chokehold goddam
I graduated from college with an art degree and Iโm learning anatomy to start drawing the characters of the books I read, Iโve always love anime and dreamt about being a mangaka when I was a smol human being, learning to draw people is my try to accomplish that smol humanโs dream right now.
I remember too many memes for that to be okay ๐ and get hyper fixated too easily so you might lose me for a week to some random shit.
Thatโs all for today, if you found this in the vast world of tumblr and got to the end of it ๐ณ Ty for giving me that precious time of yours, hope it was worth it for you and maybe you can be my companion to show him that being in the process of becoming someone is beautiful too, that sharing the way is nicer and that you donโt need to be finished to be worthy.
Hope the foam on your latte never disappears and your coffee or tea stays warm babe.















