#rambles and talks

[coffeeshopdragons]

I think one of the hardest things about getting better is not feeling like the actions and steps you're taking to live a normal life are frivolous. I feel like I should be so scared and watch my back at every step, planning nothing because everything will change at the drop of a hat anyway. My nervous system says it's hell, but recovering means it's better for me to live in measured, purposeful intervals. To invest time in myself and the things I love and my future as if I will have a tomorrow, instead of wasting time away and trying to escape my the present existence.

[coffeeshopdragons]

Everyone keeps gifting me soap and they are so right. Keep doing that, keep up the good work. I’ll hoard them until the second coming for all I care, I adore that you were browsing probably a thousand soaps, picking them up and putting them down to smell each one, and smelled one that you Knew you had to get for me. You even overcame the price tag and I KNOW it was expensive. The only bad part about this gift is that it fades. But still, there is so much joy in using it.

[coffeeshopdragons]

Life is such a coin toss

[coffeeshopdragons]

Alcoholism except it's my enemy's tears in a cup

[lunylune]

Snails have moved into their new homes. I'll show em off later ^_^