#ramblingmindofrayyan

[ramblingmindofrayyan]

I want to matter to someone

to feel needed

to feel wanted

to feel loved

[ramblingmindofrayyan]

Sometimes it’s really lonely being me.

[ramblingmindofrayyan]

Why am I always so lonely. It hurts. It hurts.

[ramblingmindofrayyan]

Is life supposed to be this hard?

Because I look around and everyone else looks happy. So why am I not happy.

[ramblingmindofrayyan]

It’s so hard to enjoy your own company when you’re constantly alone

[ramblingmindofrayyan]

I don’t want to wake up one day at 80 years old and still be alone that would break my heart

[ramblingmindofrayyan]

It’s the last day of the year and life still sucks just as it did on the first day of the year.

[ramblingmindofrayyan]

I constantly feel like I’m living on borrowed time