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Very Important!
Today is @d2diamond 's birthday!!! So in honor of D's birthday, please help me remind her that she is loved!
Take a moment to send her some love directly OR head over to her Ao3 and give one of her stories some love!!!
Happy Birthday, D!!
I just want enough money so that every time I see a mutual who needs help, I can donate every dollar they need.
Excuse me sir, these are my emotional support mutuals
Thanks to those of you who are willing to love a wounded, whiny, loser like me 💕💕
You know what's fun???
Being Productive!!!
She says... While scrolling through Tumblr... For hours... While being... Completely unproductive...
In the next week, I will be attending not one, but two funerals for people I loved very much. One was a family member, and at 94 his passing was quiet and peaceful. A life, though complicated, that was well-lived.
The other was a friend. Someone who was taken from this world too soon who deserved a much better ending than the one he got. He was kindness personified and loved everyone in his life with his whole heart. He fought cancer for 4 years beyond what the doctors said he would have, and while that is unquestionably a miracle, it doesn't change how deep the grief inside of me has become.
I'm quiet right now, because my mind is either too loud to handle or too numb to think. This too shall pass and I hope everyone will still be around when I finally have my feet back under me. I won't let my obligations slide, but every thought, every word, right now is a battle.
To those who celebrated Thanksgiving, I hope it was a good day. To those who have asked if I'm alright, thank you for caring. I am not okay right now, but I will be.
This world wants to crush the kindness of our hearts.
And maybe my heart is too soft.
Maybe my walls aren't high enough.
Maybe some part of me thinks I deserve to be treated badly.
Whatever it is, I'm exhausted and I really wish we could all be kind to each other and careful with each other's hearts. It doesn't seem that hard, but what do I know, I guess.
Mistake No. 1: Writing a list of all stories that have deadlines
Mistake No. 2: timelining and estimating word count for each of them
Solution: Watch Deadpool 2 instead of getting anything started/completed
Mistake 3: Choosing a movie dealing with death and cancer when I'm dealing with enough of that in real life.
I have never claimed to be smart.
This week
I'm just giving everyone a blanket heads up that the week ahead is going to be really, really busy for me in real life so I may be slow to respond. I'm working really hard to edit and prep some stories/updates for posting, but it's going to depend heavily on how the days go if those things go up.
Thank you everyone for understanding and I hope you all have great weeks!! 💙🐹💕💜
