#random phone notes

[missbecky]

Sometimes I just want to shake myself by the shoulders. I’ve been trying to make notes of my dreams when I wake up in the middle of the night, because those are the ones I have a hard time remembering lately. I was going through my notes, and came across this

Like, wtf self? What does that even mean? Do what who does? Me? Or was that what someone else said to me in the dream? Ugh!!! Seems like something I could focus on for my shadow work if only I could figure out what I meant... 🙃😤 also, pretty sure I don’t think everything is a sign... so much confusion.

[just-acid-thoughts]

Do we typically try to avoid doing things ourselves that we would judge others for doing? Is there a term to describe doing things we would judge others for? Is that hypocritical? Or is hypocritical simply the holding of different standards or expectations for oneself other than another? Are those who judge others less, more free? What about those who judge others little but are anxious themselves? Can we experience anxiety without the fear of judgment from others, or are they intrinsically connected?