Apr 24, 2022
Recently, I have been a happy soul and I love that for me! I am appreciating the little things, It’s amazing but I realise it took a lot of work to get here.
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Recently, I have been a happy soul and I love that for me! I am appreciating the little things, It’s amazing but I realise it took a lot of work to get here.
Looking after myself and pouring into me. I am finally finding joy in the little things!!
Have you ever sat back and realised that no one is going to come and do this life for you.
This sounds basic and simple, but for me to get the life that I desire. I have to make it happen. I have to get up everyday and make it happen.
If I want that peaceful life I need to make that happen.
As I am sipping my wine, rosé to be specific. I keep thinking on how I have lost and keep loosing myself to the pressures of society. So fuck these standards and I need start showing up as my authentic self.
From tomorrow I am going to start being productive. I really feel like I am wasting my time, ideas and potential. However, from tomorrow I am going to change all of that. I am currently a lady of leisure but I need to earn the leisure.
My mini goals
Trying to discover the little things that bring me joy and spend less time on my phone, because I am addicted to it and its not bringing me so much joy, instead its creating an unhealthy dependency. This dependency is not bringing me much joy and killing my productivity.
These past few days I have been down. I felt like my life was on pause, I felt like I had not achieved much. These past few days felt like I was doing the same things but on different days.
However, today I feel better and I am reminding myself that majority of the things I am unhappy with I can change, It might just take time and be a process. But I can change them and this is what matters.
I am reminding myself not to be controlled by my feelings. No matter how I feel, I should take a few steps towards my goals. No matter how big or small.
I am definitely addicted to food...and my type 1 diabetic ass needs to do better!