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having adhd as an editor is genuinely crazy b/c i get so hyperfocused to the point where i forget to eat sometimes. then 4 hrs later, im like "...that was not the right move"
25th November 2025
Hi everyone..
Felt like posting something.
Life is going on in such a random way.. not that fast, maybe more on a stagnant basis. And I want to escape all of it. My brain just refuses to work, it wants to curl up in a blanket and just be idle.
Somewhere down the timeline of chasing goals and deadlines, I feel the urge of giving all up.
Ps: loads of love and good wishes to all!
You and I… we’re like two powerful nations, both trying so hard not to press the red button. Holding back, staying composed until one of us breaks. Anger takes over, emotions boil, and logic fades. And instead of finding peace, we end up in ruins… two hearts in pieces, scattered, almost turned to dust.
What if we just surrender, together? Raise a white flag not in defeat, but in hope. A warm hug, even if it’s only in thought. A kiss on the forehead, even if it exists only in imagination. You know… sometimes I think we’re like Lara Croft and Terry Sheridan. Both chasing Pandora’s box, one trying to protect, the other tempted by gain. Even though they still love each other.
Is that what we’ve become?
Waking up at 3a is always met with flooding thoughts and emotions you keep hidden even from yourself.
Is it just me or do you look at old clothes and smile? Like I traveled the world in this coat..Or I walked a mile in these boots 🥾 Remembering old memories with items makes me happy.
Love and care can go a long way. #LABK #randomthought https://www.instagram.com/p/Coq2RrXteAT/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
Saat mataku tak ingin menutup, namun ketika jiwaku ingin pergi. Aku selalu membayangkan satu adegan dikepalaku, lengkap dengan kalimat yang ingin ku dengar.
Adegannya seperti ini, ayah datang dengan senyum. Kemudian memelukku, menepuk pelan bahuku dengan jari besarnya lalu berkata, "Jangan kau lelah dengan dunia nak, hanya karena manusia lain meninggalkanmu. Jangan kau pergi sebelum malaikat maut menjemputmu, kuatlah, untuk orang-orang yang kau sayangi. Dunia memang sepert itu, melelahkan. Maka jadikan lelahmu, lelah yang disukai Allah. Bahkan, saat kau merasa sendiri, Allah tidak pernah meninggalkanmu sendiri nak."
Menit berikutnya bantalku banjir dengan airmata.