So as the title suggests I am going to rant so If this is not your thing just skip today. I am mainly ranting because I need a place to rant and vent about stuff. As much as I have my roommate I don’t think that they can help with this at all really.
So one thing that has been bugging me is that no one really listens to me like at all. It is this weird lets hear her out and then walk on eggshells until she seems pissed then just blame her.. Like no, please don’t do that. Yes I got pissed at people not doing dishes does not mean that I am going to do that all the time. When there are dishes and I want a manual task to calm me down so I don’t freak telling me I can’t do it is not helping me. The main reason that I was pissed last year was that I was so busy that I just did not have the time to do it and two weeks of dishes starts to smell quickly. Don’t get me wrong you want to do the dishes and I am not doing them go a head, just don’t get mad that I did them. From that so friends of mine are just walking on eggshells with this and trying to make it that I don’t have to do them or they just don’t want me to because they think I am going to get mad at them. No I am going to get mad if it has been two week and they are not clean and I have been ordering food to get around making more dishes for the sink. Not if you didn’t do them right away.
The next thing is just the thinking you know me. Oh we have been friends for like a year.. Oh I have told you some stuff I have not told other people great lovely does not mean anything. Their are many things that I know and would love to share with others but just don’t because why, they will just talk over me anyway..
Last thing promise. Is the claiming things to be your when they are not. Main thing that has bothered me is when I make cake pops and I did make them for my roommate. So they are not that wrong that you kinda belong to them but no they are not SOULY yours, I MADE THEM, so I CAN DECIDE what I WANT TO DO WITH THEM. It is like all the work that i did was for nothing since I can give them to the people I want to give them to since they magically are yours now. Ya somewhere in the process of me doing all the work in turned into your work... NO, no it did not. If you wanted to make them and not share them go a head you have the mini fridge in your room, you can keep them there. I don’t have one so I guess I am just going to have to label my food now... Like no I don’t want to. If I baked it I get the say into who it goes to not you. If you helped ok sure but not before that NEVER before that. Like gahhhhh it just made me so pissed off... I feel terrible about it but like really???
Any way that is all for today, if anyone wants me to do more rants message me and maybe I will do a rants more often. So one day done, a lifetime left.
~The girl who hears voices
