It's been hard. Rest, ok?...
I've been struggling more and more to post on here. To get work done. To talk with people or take care of myself and my basic needs because, life... life is hard. It's a daily up hill battle for a lot of us and its hard. It's a struggle and some days doing things like eating, brushing our hair, cleaning things is just to hard. Some days simply waking up or going to the bathroom is to hard.
And that... is ok. Every day you do a little is enough. Being alive is enough. Breathing is enough. If you can do more, that's wonderful. If you need more rest, that's OK. That's valid.
Its BEEN hard. It IS hard. But it won't always BE hard. Some days are worse. Some days are better. Some days are terrible but you find a little something to smile at... and that matters. That means something.
Rest. Don't blame yourself for the bad things. For the 'set backs'. For that relapse or that mistake. For that work you haven't done or the progress you dont see yet. Whatever it is, dont blame yourself. Don't shame yourself. It won't get you further... it won't make you stronger. It's still waking up that makes you stronger. It's the trying that makes you brave. It's the rest you allow yourself that holds weight. Not the slip ups, not the mistakes, not the crying or the fear. But letting yourself be human and giving yourself grace despite the fear and set backs.
Cry. Sleep. Exist. Love. Hurt. Smile. Be sad again. Be frustrated. Want more for yourself. Want more for your life. Want safety. Want comfort. Seek what you deserve. Be yourself. Be in pain. Be happy when you can. Be sad when you are. Be HUMAN... and know you are loved... for simply being you.