#rant tbd

[inheritantroyalty]

please do not lead me under the perception that you’re gonna write with me / do something planned with me only to flat out ignore any of my attempts or just stop interacting with me. it’s very frustrating, mostly upsetting/hurtful but it feels a little silly to let it affect me. regardless don’t tell me you’re gonna do something and then throw me to the side for another person. just DONT lead people under false assumptions, stuff like this wouldn’t be an issue with an ounce of communication. thanks!

[legacyfiless]

hi i really don’t like opening up about stuff in the slightest but I’ve just been feeling very low for a few days now and i dont really know what’s wrong with me. every month or so i feel to fall into this same old hole where my mental health just totally crumbles apart for a while before i feel fine again. that being said i have almost 0 effort to do anything roleplay related whatsoever, even though its usually a good distraction for me and helps. i feel the need to apologise for disappearing constantly because i know that its not nice to be left in the dark, with that i’ll probably disappear for a few days or weeks. don’t even know at this point — just whenever this feeling passes finally. i feel very alone and secluded with work, but at the exact same time i don’t know what the problem is so sometimes shutting myself out like this seems to be the only real solution to things. there will remain to be a huge delay in all sort of replies and i’m very sorry for that, in the mean time i might reply on discord so catch me there if you need me.

[ibukiiiiiiii-a]

((ok last time i speak about this i promise i just need to get it outttt lol))

((i just. feel like i’m not very good at fitting into the rp community of today, right. like. i started rping on tumblr back in 2011, back before everyone really started using icons and having really nice aesthetic themes n all that stuff

and apparently i missed the bus on that one when it all switched over, like, when did that happen?

but idk. now i feel like i’m kinda not worth rping with if i don’t have pretty aesthetic things all over my blog?????

this isn’t me asking for attention i s2g but it’s just been something that’s been on my mind for quite some time. like. i’m not all that comfortable rping my ocs anymore -- which is a shame bc i absolutely adore them -- bc i don’t have icons of them bc i can’t draw and i can’t afford to commission anyone for them and their looks are so specific that finding just any faceclaim is next to impossible for me.

idk y’all. i’m currently in the midst of feeling Very Not Good Enough™ and being a Basic Bitch™ with how i format things and such

idk how to explain it, it’s a very odd feeling tbh

but that’s all

let’s resume ic shenanigans :3))

[akindlymonster-a]

You know that kind of depression when you feel utterly hopeless and hollow like nothing interests you and you can do nothing right?

Hahahahaha kill me.

[inheritantroyalty]

i am so pissed off that it took cody his entire life to win a world championship in wwe and this is how they’re treating him with it.

[inheritantroyalty]

this is really exhausting sometimes icl </3

[dalishflame]

TW: DEATH

My friend's obituary was posted late last night. I'm assuming the police investigation is finally over, because it's a month almost to the day since we lost him.

Fuck... I thought I was just starting to feel okay, and now I'm thrown right back into it. I guess it didn't quite feel real before, but now I'm having nightmares about him in his coffin and crying at random intervals. The shock is well and truly gone and now there's just sad.

[cbspams]

I’m gonna cryyy my heart keeps jumping every time you say this nice shit to me!! I’m fucking fragile!! I want to love you so much!! I don’t know if you know how happy you make me!! And how sad at the same time!!!!!!