#rap notebook

[fattyftw]

Rap Notebook

Ashamed to say I still behave the same today And run away I blame myself Unfairly but sincerely For what came to be Complacency is favored Cause it's painless But it's plain to see The anger's almost aimless So it's wasted Like a teenage Me I wore it well The face reflecting back at me Before I fell to apathy Neglecting facts Protecting that which threatened me The most and "ghosting" Roller coasting up and down And almost boasting Hoping no one noticed me And y'all don't travel time like me So this is how the past might be: Behind for most, between for me

[fattyftw]

Rap Notebook (capture scratch)

50 minutes/ Let's begin again. Where do we start? I do the best I can (Without a pen)/ Without a heart. I feel like running Or just shutting down (Or giving in) The best I can is showing up To focus in & try again I'm trying to put my finger On the triggers Trying to pull through Trying to reconfigure what I can (And I can't) do. I'm trying to put my fingers On the trigger (I'm a loaded gun) Trying to reconsider what I do (Instead of what's been done) I used to be reclusive by design When I was losing time The truth is my anxiety's obtuse (I mean: I'm doing fine) Confused a bit, refusing to let loose (In case I lose my shit) But using it as fuel To help produce this newest music with....

[fattyftw]

rap notebook: i mage u look

There's probably a prophecy for me inside the ministry

regarding you on top of me and topless in a minute, see

we might as well get on with it, we're on the path to destiny

I got a magic staff... None shall pass on sex with me

Ya next to me, we in the dark, and from the deep there's drumming

your heart? Well I'm Stark naked, call me Winter cuz I'm coming

Yes, my precious, yes.. You're my everything, my one ring/

you're my quidditch pitch - am I beating off or bludgering?

[fattyftw]

i got this shit on air lock

far away, not long ago

where nobody had gone

you were trying to go

far away, not long ago

you were wishing on the stars

now you're mission control

i got away, i got a ways to go

if i want a new hope

i gotta make it so

say we all, it'll happen again

like it happened before

may the force be with [me]

[fattyftw]

rap notebook

i'm an idiot savant, so me i'm gifted

trouble when i'm drunk, doubled up if i'm lifted

my biffle said "what?!" with a spliff in her right hand

"give it up, write your name on the night stand."

and i might land at last in the lime light

you can be my right now or you can be my not quite

and she give a fuck, so me i'm gifted

trouble when i'm drunk, doubled up if i'm lifted

[fattyftw]

rap notebook

you been through enough, you been through a lot

you been getting by on being cute and getting off

you had better not try to play or placate me

i'm not a player but i'll crush you if you crush on me

conversations, impressions

affectation mistaken for affection

i been waiting, waiting for a while now and

i'm impatient, maybe fake a smile now and...

[fattyftw]

rap notebook

so we living

life like an mmo where the lag is always down and you never get pwned

and the champion's always known and the boss is always killed

and the pretty girls just happen to join up in the guild

and they level they pretty ass up, hop in vent with they witty ass puns

without enemies to play cause the battleground is won

just a picture perfect game that lasts a whole lifetime

and it never ends cause all we have to do is stand in line

so stay in the moment, mana break, buff it up,

preorder each expansion either standard or deluxe

look - i don't give a fuck about your faction on the dance floor

forward slash dance, last chance, what's your answer?

[fattyftw]

rap notebook

put your hands up, nah stop it

you look awkward, put em in your pocket

pew pew, warlock and pop it

bring a ring to mordor, and drop it

i'm a wizard; you're the wand that wants me

come on baby, feint, like you're doing it wronski

i can read you like a page in a book

you're a rare player character, but i mage you look