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Super Junior / HeeChul

Requested by; Anon

Who; HeeChul of SuJu

Plot; HeeChul, when you guys fight.

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'Can this just not happen right now?' was all you could think when you could feel the anger radiating off HeeChul. Super Junior had just come back from Super Show, and SM was announcing who was going into the military next. Shindong had already gone. Donghae, EunHyuk and SiWon were up next.

You had made a comment to HeeChul about him missing SiWon more than he missed you as a joke, and true to HeeChul fashion, he got offended and had started to sulk. For all his good points, most of which you couldn't think of right now because he was being a jerk, HeeChul was surprisingly sensative. Under his "I'm the shit" exterior was a lot of insecurity, most of which he'd only ever shown to HanGeng, LeeTeuk, and now you.

"Oppa, I said I was sorry." you managed in a quiet voice. You didn't call him Oppa very often, he just preferred HeeChul, but you thought the added honorific might soothe his ruffled feathers.

"I heard you." he tried to respond as nonchalantly as possible, but the tinge of anger was still here and you could hear it.

"I know you heard me..." you started beginning to get impatient with him. He was being unreasonable, especially for a joke, and it was starting to make you irritated. "But you're not listening, which is different. You're still sitting there all pissed off about a joke that I've apologized for almost non stop for the last 45 minutes. If you're going to stay this angry, then the least you could do is move from my couch, and go back to the door so I don't have feel like an asshole for trying to joke around with my boyfriend!" The run on sentence came out quicker than you expected and the more you said the more irritated you got. You should not have a fight with your boyfriend who you adored more than anything, despite how he was acting right now, especially after not having seen him for about 2 months.

HeeChul turned the tv off, and shifted in his place on the sofa to look at you. His face was calm but you could see the storm in his eyes and you weren't sure if it was supposed to intimidate you, or what but it just ticked you off further.

"Don't sit there and look at me like that! I don't get to see you for months on end while you travel around the effin' globe seeing all these places...." you should have stopped there but you couldn't. "You don't even tell me you're home, not for a week, and the second I find out I make all these plans to be completely free of my friends, of my family of my LIFE so that I can spend time with you, and what do you do? You ignore my texts, you don't answer my calls, and then you just show up like I'm some kind of effin' after thought? You've been home for days and I don't matter enough for you to let me know!" You felt tears streaming at this point and your vision was beginning to get blurry. Like you were looking at the world from the bottom of a glass.

"I'm sorry that you had to take time out of your life for me to come see you.." he started in an accusing tone. That did it. That was the last brick, the straw that broke the camels back, the last of everything. The flood gates opened and afterwards, you would sit and wonder just who'd taken possession of you.

"No!" you yelled and stood up. HeeChul's eyebrows actually went up with alarm at the tone. This wasn't you throwing a girly temper tantrum, this was you actually angry. He'd only ever seen you angry once before, and thankfully it hadn't been at him. Now it was, and he began to rethink his life choices. "You don't get to turn this around on me and make me out to be the bad guy here. You're insensative to me! I don't ask you for a lot. I don't ask you for gifts, I don't ask you to take me places, I don't ask you to tell people we're together. I don't leak pictures of us online, I don't tell anyone outside of my trusted circle that I even know you! All I ask for is your time and a little consideration for you to understand how I feel and how hard it is on my side. You have LeeTeuk and the others to go to if you need to talk about things personal to you. I don't have that! YOU are who I turn to, what am I supposed to do when it's you that's upsetting me, hurting me, making me feel like I don't matter at all? Who do I turn to then??"

HeeChul stood up and flailed his arms as only he could without looking ridiculous.

"You come to me and you tell me!" he yelled at a volume equal to your own. "I know it's not easy on you to be in a relationship with me, that's why we talked about this for so long before it was decided between the two of us adults, yes, that's right I said it, ADULTS, that we would date. It's no easier on me being back stage in somewhereshitistan missing you while YeSung, KyuHyun and RyeoWook sing ballads on stage, than it is for you to sit here and watch them on youtube! I miss you just as much as you miss me! But I also have my career! And you promised you would never make me choose between the two of you. I wasn't supposed to be back so early. But I developed a stomach ulcer and had to come back for treatment, I didn't tell you because I knew it would make you worry and freak out. You couldn't come to the hospital to see me, I couldn't tell you what was going on without people finding out! And for Christ sake I KNOW IT WAS A JOKE!"

HeeChul swallowed to get some moisture back in his throat after the tirade he'd just delivered while wandering around your livingroom. He turned back at you and saw all your anger deflated. You simply looked like a miserable little girl who'd missed her best friend for to long. You had that puppy look in your eyes and your lower lip quivered as everything he said sunk in.

You had known it wasn't easy for him to be away from you. But it was easy to forget when all you saw of him was his smiling, well... more like smirking face on youtube and on Mnet and other places they promoted. He always looked like he was having fun, it was mostly for the camera because you, as an idol can't let the public know you're upset or sad or tired. That's not how the business works. But you, on the other hand, had no such obligations. You always looked miserable. To the point that your co workers and people who didn't know you were with HeeChul mentioned that you maybe should start dating.

"Oppa... " you managed "I'm sorry." you repated yourself from earlier but you said it with much more sincerity than you had before. You genuinely felt guilty for acting the way you had. Even if your feelings had been justified, the least you could have done was attempted to be, as he said, an adult, and talk to him about them instead of boiling over after having kept all those things bottled up.

"I know you are." he said coming towards you. He put a finger under your chin and made you look at him. "I know I'm difficult, and that there's a lot of the time you're not happy. But I hope you understand that I'll do anything in my power to not let it be like that for to long. I can't give up my career. I don't want to give you up either. I'll try to be more understanding and considerate if you'll try and have more patience with me and our situation." You nodded and wanted to hug him, but didn't move. He didn't like girls who were too clingy. He always said he liked you because you had a mind of your own.

Almost as if he could read it, he put his hands on your shoulders and pulled you in, wrapping them around you and laying his cheek on the top of your head. "Come here silly girl." was all he murmured into your hair. Your arms slowly wound around his slim waist and you let the tension in your shoulders relax. His hoodie's material was comfortable under your cheek. You could hear his heartbeat and breathed out a sigh. Why couldn't the night have started off like this? You knew you'd have to use extra moisturizer and a sheet mask before bed tonight or else your eyes would be so swollen from crying.

Aish!

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Finally back at it!

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Super Junior / EunHyuk

Requested by Anon Who; EunHyuk of Super Junior Plot; When you're freezing and you need Eunhyuk to warm you up. A fluff.

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The snow had been falling outside for three days now. Your boss had even called you and told you to stay at home, the roads were iced, even the rails for the public train had frozen over and weren't safe. You weren't too upset about it. You enjoyed the snow, especially when you didn't have to go outside in it. It gave you the chance to catch up on movies that you hadn't seen. Or at least you tried. But the snow heavy on the cables outside threatened to break them, and that was about to put an end to all your fun. You were just praying that the lights didn't go out. Without heat, this little "vacation" of yours would all fall to pieces.  About 45 minutes away in the tall building that held his dorm, Hyukjae was watching the news with his bandmates. Some had been stuck at their own homes or their parents homes when the snow started and there was no way of getting them home now. The only people who were permitted for their own safety to be outside were the brave men who drove snow plows. Outside of that, it wasn't likely that anyone was going to be going anywhere. Television was going to be a horrible day of old movies on repeat. Hyukjae went to his room and laid on his bed, being a little thankful that he didn't have to wake up early that morning and be driven around. He laid back on his pillows and picked up the latest book of One Piece and began to read. He was about 3 chapters in before his phone went off. He looked at the screen and saw your face plastered against the glass. He laughed. He remembered taking that picture of you. Against a glass wall at your parents home. And then used it as your picture on his phone. So anytime you number came up it looked like you were trapped in his phone.  "Hello beautiful." he answered with a chuckle.  "Hi Oppa. I just wanted to check in on you to make sure you weren't stuck somewhere." you said happily from your couch. Wrapped in a blanket and sipping hot coco while the second Harry Potter movie played in the background.  "Nah, the snow was still coming down from the other day. I haven't left the dorm in those days. We thankfully have enough food I think until the snow breaks. How about you? You're not stuck at work or anything are you?" he asked with a bit of concern in his voice.  "Noo... actually my boss called me early this morning and told me not to bother trying to come in." you chuckled.  "I can understand why. I was just watching the news with the hyungs and they said that no one except the guys who run plows are supposed to be out on the street. It's too dangerous."  "Yikes, I didn't know it had gotten that bad." you said, before the lights in your house went out. "Uh oh.." was all you got out before you lost signal.  All around Seoul, patches and neighborhoods went dark. The light poles, bogged down with snow and ice, entirely gave up. There was no saving the cables. You piled on the couch since it was closer to the bathroom than your bedroom. You grabbed every blanket you owned and made your own blanket fort. You grabbed the camping unit you kept in the hall closet. It was only a one burner type, but it could heat up just about anything you wanted to make.  Morning dawned, still swirled in snow. You were beginning to feel like you were living in a snow globe that was being constantly shook. You braved to open your front door and saw nothing. Snow had piled right up against your door and windows except for your bathroom window. It was higher up. You dragged a chair from the kitchen table to squeeze between the toilet and sink. You peered out and all you saw was white and flurries.  "Well this is a fine mess." you mumbled. You had begun to give up hope when you began to hear a scraping coming from outside your front door.

It was constant and you had no idea what it was. All you knew was it was getting closer and closer to your front door. You began to think of a horror movie with this same premise. A man and his two children saw a figure outside their house in the dark, and they weren't sure if they were keeping it out or they locked it inside with them. You retreated back to the couch and stared at your front door for hour after hour. Sometimes it stopped, for up to 20 minutes at a time, but by the third hour it was almost through. You could see the shadow under the crack of the door. What if it was a burglar? Not likely though. No burglar would have gone to all that work to get through. 

You weren't going to have to wait much longer for the answer. The door knob rattled. You squeeked like a mouse and hid in your blanket fort. Not that you really expected it to be much protection for all the horrible scenarios that were going through your head. Then, the door unlocked, and the door swung open, letting in an arctic breeze. It quickly shut again. You heard heavy foot steps. The labored breath of someone, a man. Just when you'd almost finished giving away everything you owned in your head, a familiar voice called softly, "Jagiya?"  You peeked your head out of the blanket fort. And there he stood. Hyukjae.  "Oppa?" you asked in wonder, as if you really didn't believe it was him. He started with your loud tone. 

"Oh mi god.." he flinched, "You scared me. What were you doing in there? Did you... did you make a blanket fort? Aish you're so cute." he smiled and came over to hug you. As if waken up from your nightmares of someone trying to break into your house you hugged him in return.  "But Oppa, what're you doing here? I thought no one but the plow people were supposed to be outside?" you asked leaning back from his embrace to see his face. 

"Haha, plow people." he teased and kissed your nose. "Well, they are, but when your phone died, and then I saw that your neighborhood was one of the many on this side of town that had gone out, I had to come and check on you. Took me forever to get to your door too. I'm surprised you didn't hear me." he mentioned while he took his jacket off as it was sopping wet. 

"Well actually.." you blushed, "I didn't sorta hear you.... but I didn't know what it was... and I was scared so I hid." you felt embarrassed and really bad now for letting him do all that digging for nothing. 

"Oh, well yeah I guess it is kinda weird and creepy. Your whole neighborhood is like that though. Paranoia could settle in. So, what are we reading?" he asked as he snuggled under the covers on the couch and turned your lantern on from the coffee table. He grabbed at the piles of books and finding a cover that looked interesting, started reading. When you didn't sit down, he looked up and smiled that megawatt smile, and opened his arms to you, inviting you to come snuggle with him and read.

You snuggled against him and cheered up at the warmth while opening the book you had been reading, feeling safe and happy for the first time in days. While reading the lights suddenly came back on. The heater as well kicked back on and you breathed another sigh of relief. Looking at Hyukjae though, you turned all the lights off, and snuggled back with him on the couch, just with a few less blankets. Why ruin a perfectly good excuse to be together?

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I've returned! Time to quit slacking and finish up all these. 

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Super Junior / KyuHyun

Requested by bjaanesantosxoxo

Who; KyuHyun

Plot; When he courts you.

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KyuHyun went into his closet and was looking for his navy blue blazer for your date. He wanted to look especially put together tonight. Glancing at the dresser in his bedroom, he grinned looking at the red velvet box. It contained couple rings. He thought that after almost 8 months of dates that you two were ready for that step and he hoped as he took the blazer off the hanger, and laid it with the rest of his clothes that you agreed.

Jumping in the shower, he scrubbed, washed, shaved all the while singing to himself. Something he rarely did, since singing was what he did all the time for his job. Only when he was really happy, or really nervous did he sing to himself. It was a coping mechanism that he'd learned to calm himself. Even though you two had been together for so long, it was still a short amount of time compared to some other people and he was afraid of what you'd say. He wished he could be sure of your thoughts. He turned the water off and as he dried, then lotion-ed himself, he wondered what you were doing.

Freaking out! That's what you were doing. You couldn't decide what to wear and the time to get ready was slowly ticking away. You couldn't decide on the solid blue party dress or the cream sheath dress. More so, the blue suede box sitting on your night stand stood out every time you looked at the clock.

You and KyuHyun had been together for months now. Months! And he still hadn't asked you formally to be his girlfriend. So since he was to afraid to do so, you had taken matters into your own hands after reading a lot of equality and feminist posts on your tumblr wall, and realized what a fool you had been to wait so long. You had wanted to be his girlfriend after the first date. Why were you waiting so long? If you wanted him, you had to go after him! Emboldened by that thought, you had gone to the jewelry store and purchased a set of couple rings. You specifically asked for a suede box, knowing velvet was a little to girly for a guy who shot zergs in the face every chance he got.

You settled on the cream sheath dress and picked out statement pieces of jewelry, a sparkly belt and metallic heels. That should catch his attention, and if not, the box would. While you were in the shower, a thought came to you, what if the box didn't fit into your purse? You opened your eyes at that thought in shock and then doubled over in pain when the shampoo stung them. Ow! ow ow ow ow!!! Babo!

You stood outside the restaurant and pulled your shawl closer to your body. It was the last bits of winter, the air was warming up, but there was a sting and bite in the wind when it turned dusk. You saw KyuHyun's car and waved after he parked. He got out of the drivers seat after he looked like he was talking to himself. You arched a perfectly sculpted brow at this. KyuHyun wasn't one to act odd like that. Donghae Oppa and Henry sure.. but not KyuHyun.

"Hey.." he murmured against your temple as he kissed you quickly. "You look wonderful, as always." his whisper caressed your ear and caused you to blush like peonies in spring.

"Thank you Oppa, you look quite dashing, I must say." you smirked as his blush mimicked your own.

"This old thing?" he asked imitating HeeChul. You laughed so hard you almost snorted. People walking into and out of the restaurant looked at you oddly. You covered your mouth and tried to compose yourself without smearing your lip blam.

"Oppa!" you scolded playfully, "Stop that before people refuse to let us in! I'm hungry."

"Okay okay, I'm sorry." he held out the crook of his arm, "Shall we m'lady?" he asked gallantly. You rolled your eyes but took his arm and went in.

You both ate, and chatted and talked like nothing could stop you. It was only when he reached for his napkin, or you touched your purse that a look fell over your faces. Neither of you saw the other, only because you were too worried about your own to notice the others.

"Shall we go walk?" he inquired after you finished desert. You nodded and muttered something about less time on the treadmill later. You removed the broach from the shoulder of your dress and used it to pin your shawl closed so you were free to hold your purse in one hand, and his hand in the other. Walking the streets so late was dangerous at times, but you kept to well lit areas, never strayed away from main streets, and only ventured into the shadows to steal a sweet kiss or two when the nerve was got up between the two of you. Didn't happen very often.

You both turned down a path you'd walked many times before and settled on a bench in front of the 4 tier fountain in the middle of the park. You chatted more, all about KyuHyun's upcoming schedule, his leaving the country for the next Super Show, and the programs he'd been on lately that had kept him from you. All of which he apologized repeatedly for. He knew you wished he was around more often, but it was impossible with his schedules. You understood, and seldom complained. Just being with him, snippets at a time, were worth more than having a boyfriend around full time that you were less in like with.

"So, ______-ah, there's um.. something I've wanted to bring up. I don't know why it's taken me this long to tell you and um... I'm not sure how well you're going to take it. And I don't know how our relationship is going to change but I hope it doesn't ruin anything. I mean, we're great friends and I enjoy spending time with you but... well it's not what I want anymore." he paused at the wrong time and your body posture went stiff.

"I see." you said quietly. You silently willed yourself not to cry. "Well I'm glad you decided to treat me to dinner before you told me that you were getting rid of me." you tried to keep the bitterness out of your voice and not act foul but it was difficult.

"What? No.. it's not what you think.. please.. " he motioned for you to not get up from the bench.

"What else can I think? You just blatantly told me you don't want to be friends and spend time together anymore." you said after brushing his hand off your shoulder and pulling your shawl tighter around your body. You felt a chill that wasn't coming from the air.

"No.. no. ______-ah, don't do this, let me explain please." he stuttered as he followed you.

"Look," you snapped as you turned on a dime and he almost ran into you, "If you didn't want to be together with me for this long, then why didn't you just say so. I am not some shriveled wallflower who needs a man to take care of her."

"I never said--"

"I am my own person.."

"I know you are and I--"

"No one asked you to come save me anyway!"

"But I--"

You turned back on your heel and he sighed not quite understanding what was going on and why you wouldn't let him talk, but he followed you the whole way back to your car. He stood in front of your door, and you went into a long rant about how he could fall on his keys, and by fall you meant face first, when he grabbed either side of your face and kissed you. This was altogether too much! How dare he.

But the more you fought to get away, the tighter he held on and deeper he kissed you. Before you knew it, his tongue was in your mouth and he had one arm wrapped around your waist. You were so shocked you didn't know what to do. The feminist in your head was telling you to cuss him out further. No man would stand for something like this. Gender equality all the way! But the other half of you, the side that fought with your feminist ideals, the side that wanted to dress like a princess and be swept off your feet. The more his tongue caressed yours the less angry you got. There was no way he'd kiss you like this if he was breaking up with you. Once he had pulled away, and your body stopped quaking he bumped your nose with his causing you to breathlessly open your eyes.

"Are you going to listen to me now?" he questioned gently. You nodded, a little ashamed of flying off the handle.

"I was trying to say, I don't want to be just friends who spend time together anymore. It's not working for me. I want to officially be with you." He reached into his pocket and pulled out the velvet box. You looked at it, then at him and laughed. You laughed hard, loud and long. KyuHyun looked confused and a bit hurt, not understanding what was so funny about his confessing his level of liking you.

"Is that... do you mean.. no? or?" he stumbled over his words. You looked at him and felt bad at your reaction.

"No my darling. I would never say no to your feelings. It's just funny because.." you opened your purse and brought out the suede box. "I had the same idea." he looked incredulously at the box and then at you.

"I guess we really are more alike than we thought. But, why? Why did you feel you needed to do this? Didn't you think I would ask you?" he pondered as you compared rings. The style was almost exactly the same.

"Because I didn't want to wait for you. I didn't want to feel like I had to sit here and just be the "good girl" and wait for you to make up your mind. That's not entirely fair to me. This is 2013, women go after what they want, and if that bone melting kiss is a peek at what's to come between you and I, then I definitely want you." you teased.

His only reaction was to blush a bright pink as you exchanged rings. His on the left hand, yours on the right hand. You interlaced fingers and you returned the favor from the kiss earlier.

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I think I'm on a roll! :D

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Super Junior / RyeoWook

Requested by Anon

Who; RyeoWook, HeeChul, LeeTeuk

Plot; When you're upset that HeeChul / LeeTeuk have enlisted and your RyeoWook comforts you.

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You shifted your position on the bed and sniffling, reached for another tissue. Your Oppa, LeeTeuk had enlisted in the army, and you had been so devastated then, as well as HeeChul. They were so much more of big brothers than your own brother ever was. Your own brother teased you, called you sissy for crying about everything, and a whole bunch of other insensitive names. It was true that you were overly sensitive and cried at almost everything, but LeeTeuk Oppa always did his best to soothe you. HeeChul Oppa would be so blunt about how stupid people were, so ended up laughing majority of the time. 

It was funny because you never saw him in a romantic type way. Not ever. But RyeoWook, he was your joy in life. He was just so cute and considerate and you liked him so much. Even he didn't know why you chose him to date instead of LeeTeuk but he didn't complain.

You smiled momentarily through your tears at the memories of you and RyeoWook together. A glance at your hand though, and spotting the delicate ring on your pinkie sent a fresh wave of tears down your cheeks. It was a thin gold band, with three hearts. HeeChul and LeeTeuk told you that the two outside hearts were theirs and the middle one was yours. They explained they would always screen whoever dated you, because you deserved the best. Which is why they grilled RyeoWook for over an hour before they agreed that he could date you. They knew RyeoWook would take care of you, and they also knew that you wouldn't do him wrong. You wouldn't date him and tell everyone, or try and take expensive gifts from him, or take him for a ride and leave him in ruins. You two matched.

But now, your world was turned upside down. The news was plastered with stories about North Korea having nuclear bombs and threatening to launch them, test them. And since the war between North and South Korea never ended, but was merely on a stand by, the thought of your Oppas, and all the servicemen now in the army, being in the front line of fire tore you apart. You also knew that YeSung Oppa would be the next to go. Just that thought alone pushed you over the emotional edge and you began to sob.

You didn't hear the soft tapping on your door as you cried, so RyeoWook managed to creep in and was sitting on your bed before you knew he was even there.

"______-ya," he murmured tenderly, "what's the matter?"

The last bit of tears dripped down your neck as your blurry vision came into focus and seeing it was him, you replaced your pillow with him and laid your aching head on his shoulder.

"I was...w-was watching the....n-news and b-b....b-bombs.." you hiccuped into his neck. RyeoWook felt his heart clench a moment and gathered you up and pulled you closer.

"Aww, _______ -ya, I know you're upset, I'm a little bit scared too, but you can't cry till you get sick. Neither Hyungs would want that. Right?"  he soothed you, or tried by rubbing your back and shoulders. You snuggled into his arms and wrapped your own arms around his torso. Normally you weren't very touchy feely, but your feelings were just over pouring and you couldn't stop them. You needed comfort and with RyeoWook, you weren't afraid to ask for it.

"It's just so scary Oppa... and YeSung Oppa's going in next and..." your eyes started to water up again, but RyeoWook managed to cut you off before you completed the depressing thought.

"Shhhh, YeSung Hyung will go into the Army like we all will, and just like all the Hyungs before us, we will be gone, but come out fine. Nothing will happen to them. We'll all go through training, that will keep us alive should something happen. But staying here in your room and crying like a faucet isn't doing anyone any good. You're just making yourself sick. HeeChul Hyung and LeeTeuk Hyung will never forgive me if I don't keep you healthy. I promised them before they left. So please my pretty girl, smile for me."

RyeoWook brushed his thumbs over your cheeks and his lips ghosted over your forehead, and hovered dangerously close to your lips.

"Come on now... smile. You're pretty always, but you're gorgeous when you're smiling."

A light pink flush spread across your cheeks like water colour. You and RyeoWook had only kissed maybe a handful of times, and non of them had been much more than a nervous peck or awkward kiss while people were watching. But you did as he said, you took a deep breathe and smiled at him. The water in your eyes made you like vulnerable, very open, and absolutely perfect to him. You were so brave in RyeoWook's opinion, because you could express your feelings with no restrictions. Both good and bad.

"Thank you pretty girl." he whispered leaning his forehead to yours. You smiled wider and rubbed your nose against his.

"Thank you Oppa. LeeTeuk Oppa and HeeChul Oppa made the right choice when they decided it was you who'd make me happiest of all." you whispered back. He blushed but smiled and quietly chuckled.

"Glad to be of service to you pretty girl." he was inching closer, you felt your heart start to pound, and your breathe become shallow. Why were you so nervous? It wasn't like it hadn't happened before. There was no reason for you to feel nervous, he was your boyfriend and you had been together for quite some time now...

By the time you processed all this information, his lips were already against yours. You drew in a sharp breathe through your nose, the seconds ticked away, and the longer they went by, the more you melted into his arms. The butterflies in your stomach had turned into WWII fighter jets and tore up your insides, your skin broke out in goosebumps, and you were hyper sensitive to every little noise. The sound of his breathing against your skin, your pants shifting against the blanket on the bed, his hand sliding further around your back pulling you closer. Then you entered a state of zen where everything was in perfect balance, and you just stopped thinking.

When he slowly pulled away, your lower lip caught in his teeth for just a moment, tugging on it, your whole body shook. He blushed looked away for a moment, breathing deep as if trying to collect himself. You opened your eyes and felt like everything that had just happened was a dream. It was amazing that all it took was just a compliment from him and you were no longer crying. While he looked away, you rested your chin back on his shoulder and snuggled back into his frame.

He smiled as you did so and wrapping his arms around you, leaned his head against yours and simply held you.

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I've neglected this place for far too long. My humble apologies. OTL

[hellostrangerfriend]

Back up north, in the land of sorrows. Oh but who am I kidding? This place is like a stained memory, much like how the west had left its mark on me. A fellow easterner I am, I have no qualms of holding onto such vain contemporary thoughts; No I shall fly south someday and leave my mark there too.

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Super Junior / DongHae

Requested by Anon

Who; Donghae of Super Junior feat. SiWon

Plot; When you tell Donghae you're leaving him for SiWon. 

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Even after you heard the front door open and shut, you kept folding clothes and putting them in your suitcase. You heard his footsteps come up to the bedroom door and stop. You felt his eyes on you, and even still you refused to meet his eyes.

"Are you almost done in packing?" the question wasn't harsh or angry, just nonchalant and off handed. It made you flinch regardless, visibly. Donghae sighed and walked away from the bedroom. You held onto the sides of the suitcase to brace yourself, and forced your breathing to slow, and mentally chastised yourself to not cry.

You were moving out of the apartment you had shared with Donghae for the last 2 years. While LeeTeuk had been in the military, Super Junior had stopped promoting and everyone went on to do their own things. Donghae was gone frequently to China and Japan to film drama's. And on one of those trips, you found yourself signing up for a spiritual retreat weekend.

That was when you had noticed that several idols that Donghae had been in the industry with, were also on the retreat. Including SiWon. You two had been friendly, never really close, but he was always polite to you. As the weekend wore on, and you listened to SiWon's testimonies about his faith, and how he felt about things, you found the both of you had more in common than you had thought. You two stole shy glances at each other until Sunday night.

"_______ Noona, would you like to come to Church with me next Sunday?" he had somehow managed to work up the nerve to talk to you. You smiled and agreed. Somehow he weasled his way into your mind over the course of the next week. You found yourself thinking of him more than Donghae. Particularly when Donghae wouldn't answer his phone when you called to talk to him. 

That Sunday was one of the best days out you'd had in awhile. You enjoyed service, and SiWon invited you out for food with him and some of his friends from 3rd wave. You agreed and spend the day smiling, laughing, and enjoying yourself. SiWon made sure you got home alright and said he hoped to see you at Church again. As he bowed at your door and walked away, you caught yourself blushing, and thinking inappropriate thoughts for someone with a boyfriend. 

By the third Sunday it was obvious your crush on SiWon was complete, and had taken over your days. You felt like a teenager again. You had butterflies, you blushed, you giggled. SiWon seemed oblivious that you were like this, until he dropped you off home. 

"Noona, can I speak to you?" he seemed nervous. You wanted to be his friend, and thought, if there was something wrong, you could help. At the very least it would keep him around you longer.

"Certainly SiWon ah, come in." you smiled and opened the door. He crossed the threshold of you and Donghae's apartment, and after taking off his shoes, paced in front of the couch. "Would you like something to drink? We have soda, water, juice..." you offered. He smiled but held up his hand to decline. You took a bottle of Diet Coke from the fridge and sat down in a side chair while he continued to pace.

SiWon's mind was racing. What was he doing here? This was his group members' girlfriend. His members' apartment. How could he do this? But he couldn't help himself.

"_______ Noona.. I don't really know where to start or how to come out and say this...." he started, his hands sweaty and shaking. 

"Well, you could just start at the beginning." you offered. He looked at you and before you knew what was happening, he was on his knees at your feet, his hands grasping your free hand. 

"I think I'm in love with you." he blurted. Your mouth hung open, and you were lost for words. "I know!" he said getting up and flinging himself around the living room in a very dramatic way. "It's crazy! I know you're dating Donghae, I know you two are together, and I know that I shouldn't. But I really do think I'm falling in love with you. You're everything I've ever wanted in a woman. You're smart, and funny, and open, and honest, and more beautiful than anyone woman has a right to be."

Your cheeks flushed at his words. It had been a long time since anyone complimented you that way. With Donghae gone so often, and so busy with his career, it felt as though he was just going through to motions with you. The flame between the two of you was gone. And you knew, that if everything was okay with you and Donghae, it would have been easy to tell SiWon no. But you didn't.

"I don't know that I'm in love with you SiWon..." you started. He was standing at your living room window, his back to you and his head bowed when your voice started telling him what he really didn't want to here. "But I do like you... a lot.. and I want to find out if I can love you." He turned to look at you, a look of disbelief. "DongHae and I are leading totally different lives and have for the past year. With him being away and doing drama's all the time, I'm no longer a part of his life. I don't think he loves me anymore. When he does come back, it is over between the two of us. Can you wait for me?" you questioned. 

SiWon didn't say anything but embraced you close, your body held flush against his broad chest.

"I will wait as long as it takes." he murmured into your hair. Nothing happened between you that night. Two months later when Donghae returned from filming, you told him all that had happened, and that you were leaving. He took it quietly, and retreated to elsewhere to stay while he was home.

You felt horribly guilty about doing this to him, but you had to follow your heart and every time you now looked inward, it pointed to SiWon.

You walked into the living room where your furniture was covered with plastic. Donghae sat on the couch texting on his phone, but looked up when you came into the room.

"Donghae... I'm.. sorry about this." you said, barely above a whisper. He smiled that megawatt smile and got up to hug you.

"Don't be sorry. It's alright. Like you said when we talked about all of this, you and I have been separate for a long time now, and we're just prolonging the inevitable, right? You will be happy with SiWon. He will take good care of you and that's all that I wanted. I should have realized that I couldn't take care of you the way you deserve if I wasn't here. I guess my career is still the most important thing to me right now. But we were good while together, right?" 

You looked up into his face and smiled even while tears welled up. You knew he was right, but closing chapters of your life is painful. You both chatted while you finished taking all your clothes out of the drawers of the dresser and in the closet. A knock at the door sent your heart into a panic for a moment. Donghae opened it while SiWon timidly stepped in. SiWon looked at you, you looked back, then at Donghae.

"Will you guys stop! It's okay! SiWon, don't you always tell me that God makes your path and what happens is supposed to happen for a reason? Well alright then. I'm okay, you guys are gonna be okay, and that's all there is to it. If you need help moving the furniture, let me know and I'll come help, okay? I gotta go. I have to meet some people for food, I promise before I left that I would eat with them. Take care!" 

And with a flourish he was gone. SiWon smiled at you, and you smiled back. You zipped up your suitcase and he helped you cover the rest of the furniture with sheets. You would keep the apartment till the end of the month, but there was no point in living there. Everywhere you looked reminded you of Donghae. SiWon helped you get your suitcase downstairs to the car, and drove you to your own apartment. He took it upstairs for you as well and you both ordered food to be delivered. You didn't have cable or internet installed yet so you started going through your dvd collection, and watched various movies and stand up comedy. 

When it was time for him to go, SiWon made for the door. You opened your arms for a hug, and he gently embraced you. You felt butterflies in your stomach, and before you could stop it, a contented sigh left your lips. You clasped a hand over your mouth and looked embarrassed. SiWon arched one of his famous Shibrows as a smirk spread across his lips. His large and soft hand gently moved your hand away from your mouth, and after biting his bottom lip for a moment, leaned in and kissed you. Your world was sent for a loop, and was thrown completely off kilter. 

The electricity shot and flew all throughout your body. One of his hands crept into your hair, and the other wrapped around your waist to pull you closer. You completely melted into his arms, and finally cemented in your heart that you had made the right choice. 

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Hope you enjoyed. I'M BACK! 

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RyeoWook / Super Junior Kpop Scenario

Requested by Anon

Who; RyeoWook of Super Junior

Plot; A scenario that invovles RyeoWook's "Moves like Jagger" perf.

You sigh for the third time in 5 minutes and glare at your boyfriend. RyeoWook had been so busy lately that you were feeling neglected. His music player's earphones were constantly in his ears. And you didn't know what he was listening to, but it was just one song, on repeat. You wanted to know why, but he never took the headphones off long enough for you to ask. Normally RyeoWook was a very caring boyfriend. But now his obsession with this song was causing him to ignore you. And if there was one thing you hated more than anything, it was being ignored. 

"Oppa, who are you listening to?" you asked out loud. He kept bobbing his head. You frowned and wrinkled your brow. You turned on the couch and nudged him with your toe. He looked up from the screen and smiled at you, but before you could articulate that you wanted to ask him a question, he looked back down at the screen. You bit your lip in irritation. 

You got up from the couch and went to go put your shoes on, you'd pretty much had enough at this point. He still hadn't looked up at you. You hesitated at the door, waiting to see if he would care that you weren't there. Nothing. You met YeSung Oppa and Manager nim in the hallway as you headed for the elevator. You bowed, smiled weakly and kept on. YeSung watched you head to the elevator and quirked a brow. You were usually happy go lucky and very talkative, and what not.

"Think they had a fight?" Manager nim asked after the elevator doors closed, and you were out of ear shot.

"RyeoWook ah? Fight? He doesn't fight with anyone unless he's really angry. That hardly ever happens. But I'm sure we'll find out." YeSung answered. "Looo SAY... We're Home!" 

He peered into the livingroom and saw RyeoWook sitting on the floor with his mp3 player going full blast. He walked to his room, put his bag and jacket down on his bed and coming back out, tapped RyeoWook on the head.

"Earth to Wookie ya. Anyone home?" he laughed. RyeoWook smiled, as he looked up and saw his Hyung.

"Oh hey Hyung, hey _______-ah... it's.. " he paused looking around. "_______-ah? Where'd she go?"

"She left. Awhile ago. I saw her heading to the elevator when we were coming in. She looked kinda upset. Don't tell me you didn't notice she was gone." he questioned, folding his arms. RyeoWook looked sheepish.  "Kim RyeoWook, what is wrong with you??" YeSung scolded. 

"Don't do that you sound like my Umma." RyeoWook grimaced. 

"You deserve to be yelled at by your Umma. How could you be so mean to her like that. What are you listening to anyways?" 

"The song I'm supposed to be preforming at Super Show after we leave tomorrow. I'm nervous. It's kinda complicated, and it's really important to me that my English is understandable. I want people to understand me." 

"So that justifies you ignoring _______-ah?" YeSung prompted, his face stern. "You need to call her and apologize."

"But Hyung, it's for..." RyeoWook attempted.

"RyeoWook-ah, you call your girlfriend and apologize, or I'll tell KyuHyun and he can convince you." YeSung threatened. RyeoWook's eyes widened a little bit. Unfortunately, RyeoWook was one of the people that KyuHyun picked on the most. 

"Alright, I'll apologize. Just... don't say anything to him." RyeoWook collected his mp3 player and headed into the room he shared with his group mate. 

You meanwhile were half way home and in no mood to speak to anyone. It really bothered you feeling ignored. It wasn't a feeling anyone particularly liked, especially you being self conscious about every little thing. Dating a celebrity would do that to you. RyeoWook never ever made you feel like you weren't good enough, you did plenty of that on your own. So feeling a somewhat cold shoulder from him hit you hard. From somewhere in your purse, your phone rang. You could feel the vibration through the material, you ignored it. If it took RyeoWook THIS long to realize you were gone, he could wait until you were home.

RyeoWook hit "cancel" on his phone and frowned that you hadn't picked up. Donghae entered the room, having just got home, and put his bag down on his bed. RyeoWook sighed and looked at his mp3 player. Donghae was surprised when his dongseng didn't greet him happily as he normally did.

"Yah, RyeoWook-ah, are you okay?" he questioned.

"Not really Hyung. I think _____-ah is upset with me. I was concentrating so much on trying to memorize my song, that I didn't notice she had gotten up and left. YeSung Hyung said if I didn't call and apologize... he'd tell KyuHyun-ah. And that's the last thing I want. But she's not answering. I dunno what to do." 

"Keep trying to reach her, and if you can't, send her something. Flowers or one of those edible fruit things they have on tv. Ask SiWon, I think he sent one to his Umma for her birthday or something like that. He could probably help you." Donghae smiled and was just about to walk out of the room when EunHyuk stuck his face in, winked at RyeoWook, then ran in and tackled Donghae to the bed. 

RyeoWook arched a brow, shook his head at his hyungs, and left them to rough house on the bed. 

"SiWon hyung, are you busy?" RyeoWook asked timidly when he found his hyung going over a script for a new CF.

"Not anymore than usual, what's up?" SiWon smiled good naturedly but frowned when he saw the lines of worry around his dongseng's face. "Is everything okay?"

"_______-ah is upset with me, and she's not answering the phone, so Donghae Hyung suggested I send her flowers or an edible arrangement, whatever that is. He said you sent one to your Umma?" RyeoWook asked sitting down at the table.

"Oh yeah, they have a website. Or you can call them. Lemme find the url for you." 

Half an hour later, RyeoWook was mixing up fresh fruit and chocolate covered strawberries in a one of a kind arrangement just for you. It would have to be quick because he would be leaving soon for Super Show 4 and he wanted you to forgive him by then. 

"I hope this works." he whispered and after putting in his debit card information, hit order and sitting back folded his arms. He laid on his bed, his phone in his hand on vibrate, his earphones in his ears, the same song still on repeat.

You got home and saw what time it was and calling RyeoWook back completely slipped your mind. You made dinner, ate, and after watching a few episodes of City Hunter online, you got into your pj's set your alarm, and went to bed. 

RyeoWook was awoken out of a sound sleep by his Manager hyungnim telling him to get up, it was almost time to go. He glanced at his phone and noticed you hadn't called. He hoped the gift changed your mind. His bags already packed, he left the dorm, and headed out.

While at work, you heard the ooh's and ahh's a few cubicles down, but paid them no mind as you kept typing. Soon a delivery man was at your desk, with a huge basket that was full of fresh fruit and strawberries on a stick, chocolate dipped. 

"Are you ___ _______?" he inquired. You nodded and he handed you a signing machine. "Sign here please. And enjoy, someone must really love you." he remarked and after tipping his hat brim to you and slightly bowing, headed back out to his waiting truck downstairs. After he was gone, you noticed people kept peeking over their cubicles at you, but when you looked they'd look away. 

"Nosey..." you muttered to yourself. You opened the card attached and read it.

"Dearest Jagiya, I'm really very sorry that you left without my noticing. It's the last thing in the world I want to do, to insult you like that, or make you feel unwelcomed in any way. I would blame it on my nerves for Super Show, but that's still no excuse. If you want to tune in to watch, I have a solo this year in english. That's what I was listening to. You know my fear of my English not being pronounced correctly. 

I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me. I love you.

Love,

RyeoWook"

You felt your eyes mist over a little bit. You should have known it was for something important, and while you still didn't appreciate being ignored, you understood now why and he'd apologized. That night you would watch his live stream performance. 

At the end of your day, you convinced a co worker you were friendly with to give you a lift home while the promise of some of the chocolate covered strawberries. You lied and said they were from your Appa.

Once home, you took a shower, got into some comfy clothes, and setting up your laptop on the computer tray across your lap, you snacked on the fruit while your Oppa and dongseng all performed. Soon... the stage went dark, and you heard RyeoWook's voice. 

"Just shoot for the stars...."

The crowd went nuts... then silenced slightly.

"Just aim for my heart..." 

More cheering and noise... then the lights came up and RyeoWook in leather pants, a tee shirt and leather jacket took the stage and owned it. He looked directly into the camera and swiped his index finger down his nose. That was his message to you. He did that motion to say Hi and I love you to you. You blushed and watched him strut all around the stage. He even pulled up his shirt hem and showed off his abs he'd been working on. You buried your face in your hands in fangirly glee and bit your bottom lip. You didn't even mind his dancing with the Dancer Noona's. After his performance, you clapped as if you were there. You felt silly once you realized what you were doing. You grabbed your phone.

"I love you too Oppa." 

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I really can't tell you how long this has been sitting in my drafts. In my DRAFTS... - -;; eff my life. Anyways I hope you like it. ^^

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Scene Snippet...

I Said No.

 She jumped up from her bed shaken by the noise that had jarred her from sleep. She glanced at the clock. 2:45am, not even 4 hours since she'd gone to bed. Then she heard the noise again. It was a male voice, calling for help, for something to stop. She instantly recognized it as SiWon. After unlocking her door, and running down the hall, she entered his bedroom suite, who's door, as promised was wide open.

There he was in the middle of a night terror. She knew better than to try and wake him up. The after effect could be a heart attack from shock. She sat on the edge of his bed and tried to call to him...

"Mr. Choi, wake up... you're dreaming, wake up.." 

SiWon's eyes snapped open and he looked at her for mere seconds before he crumbled into wracking sobs that caused his whole body to shake. _______ didn't know what he'd been dreaming about, but she knew if it was enough for him to fall apart like this, it had to have been bad. She put her arms around his shoulders and allowed him to dampen the entire right side of her pj top. When he's sobs finally subsided into sniffles, she reached for tissues from the night stand and waited.

"Are you alright now?" she asked softly. He looked at her with a glimmer of hope in his eye. He attempted to put his arms around her but she moved. He frowned, and getting up out of bed, in nothing but his boxers, he pulled her to him and held her.

She felt her mouth go dry, and her body seize up. He really and truly was a beautiful specimen of a man. With muscles and supple skin, and a gaze that could set a woman's heart afire. Maybe another woman, but not her's. He was her boss. Period. 

"I don't know why you keep fighting me. I can give you everything, everything you've ever wanted, all you have to do is love me. You can choose to do anything, research, write, travel, anything..." his breath was hot on the side of her face near her ear. And while she didn't hear the wine from dinner talking anymore, her answer still hadn't changed. With one hand firmly put against his chest, she pushed and broke his hold around her shoulders.

"What I choose, Mr. Choi, is my job. I don't say no to you to simply prove a point, or to have you continue to chase me. I say no because it's how I truly feel. I can't just turn on love. It doesn't work that way. It either is there, or it isn't. And for me it isn't. You're my boss, and quite possibly the closest thing to a "friend" I have. 

And if I did give in to you, then what? I would be just another notch on your belt? Just another woman you had bed? With all due respect, Sir, that's never going to happen. I will set up an appointment for you to speak to someone about your night terrors if you wish, but as for anything more from me, as your personal assistant, the answer is now, and will always be, No."

After delivering that final lecture, she turned on her heels and exited his suite, closing the door behind her. It was symbolic just as much as it was polite. She was giving him his privacy, while also telling him, she didn't belong in his bedroom.

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So I had this as a sort of day dream. I wasn't in it, which was unusual so it wasn't really a dream I was having? I dunno, but I remembered it when I fully woke up so decided to type it out and put it here. It might become a fanfic.